I've been through a lot of ups and downs, I guess. But I never thought of letting go of someone this hard.
I had enough, yes. Hindi ko inakala na matagal na pala niya akong niloloko. I was so stupid. I was so stupid that I didn't even notice those who really care for me. Nabulag ako sa katangahan, dahil iniisip ko lang ang sarili kong kaligayahan.
Why do I need to feel this anyway?
Faking smiles, just to hide the pain.
Feel alive, even though the pain kills you inside.
Masakit na rin e. 'Yung parang drill na unti-unting bumabaon? O mas malala pa doon.
Ilang ulit ko na ding sinabi sa sarili ko na "Hold on, Vanessa. You'll get through all of this. Trust me. Let go of what was. It's just a piece of cake."
Pero mali ako.
Is life still worth living, when the only happiness I had was taken away from me?
Will I forget the past?
Or will I find my way back to my happiness?
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BINABASA MO ANG
Forgotten Lyrics
Teen FictionA smile a mile wide... A hollow lifeless laugh... Embracing the chains... Picking up the broken pieces... Vanessa had it with her heart and mind wrecked. She's living in a wicked and twisted world, and she's slowly vanishing. Accepting the fact that...
