I hope, I Think, I know (An Oasis bandfiction)

Chapter Five

The ocean was beautiful. I loved the sound of the waves hitting the shore. I never wanted to leave. Me and Liam were sitting on a blanket that he brought along. He brought along ham and cheese sandwiches and a bag of potato chips. This was the best date I had been on. My first date was when I was sixteen. There was a guy in school who I kind of liked. He asked me to the movies. But, once I got there he brought along his best friend. It was a pretty lousy date. After that we remained friendly to each other and he quickly moved on to the most popular girl in our class. He proposed to her at graduation. It was kind of sweet, considering he was a crappy ass date.

"Let's wade in the ocean." Liam suggested as he kicked off his shoes and rolled up his pants. I really didn't want to, but Liam was already half way there.

"Isn't a little cold." I stated. With my arms hugged to my chest.

"Nah, you will be fine. You got me to keep you warm." He added with a wink. I knew had the same feelings I did. I could tell, he was consistently flirting with me. I wondered if me and Liam would take any further steps. Would it just end at this? Or would we start a relationship. I wanted to be his girlfriend, but I couldn't tell if wanted me or just wanted a girl to flirt with.

I laughed and slipped off my Doc Martins that I bought at the mall earlier that day. Liam was already ankle deep in the water. I stopped right as the water hit my toes. The water was slightly cold not as bad as I thought it would be. I could probably go swimming and be ok.

"Come on." Liam encouraged as he held out his arm.

I grabbed his hand a walked in. The water felt nice.

"There wasn't so bad, huh?" Liam asked.

"Not at all." I added as I looked up at him. Our bodies were close. We both looked at each other. I couldn't get over how beautiful he was. Most guys were always, cute, or handsome to me. He was all of that and more.

"Can I do something?" Liam asked in a near whisper.

"What is that?" I said.

"This." Just then he put his hand behind my head and pulled my face to his. Our lips meet. My heart was racing. I could feel his heart pounded as well as we kept kissing. It was passionate and beautiful. I didn't want to stop. The passion deepened as we kept kissing. We both were completely into this. I didn't think our bodies could get any closer than this. He lifted me up out of the water. My legs wrapped around his waist. His lips quickly found mine again.

"Fuck" he muttered breathlessly as we kissed frantically. I put my hands on his hair as pulled ever so gently. Just seconds ago our kiss was romantic, now it was hungry. I wanted him so bad. I have never "wanted" a guy sexually. Somehow he carried me back to the blanket. We were both laying on it, still kissing. He slowly broke away. His eyes were wide, and sweat trickled down his forehead.

"That.....was...." He stammered, not being able to speak.

"Amazing." I added breathlessly.

"More than that." Liam confessed, still breathing heavy.

"Perfection." I said.

"I don't think it could get any more perfect, babe."

"You, know Liam. That was my first kiss. I don't count the first one I had years ago." I admitted.

"Well, was it worth it? My kisses I mean." He wondered.

"Very." I smiled.

"Well here is your second kiss." Liam leaned in a kissed my lips gently. I sighed deeply.

"You gonna be ok. Do I need to do CPR?" He joked.

"I wouldn't mind if you did." I laugh.

"Rhiannon? Will you be my girlfriend? I know it's moving fast, but I like you a lot. I wanted to be with you the moment I saw you after my show." He looked nervous, like I would say no.

"Yes, Liam I would love to be your girlfriend." I said quickly.

He smiled. He seemed so happy.

"You know, you're my first boyfriend." I admit.

"That is hard to believe since you're so pretty. To be honest, you're my first girlfriend. I know it seems surprising."

I was his first girlfriend? I had a hard time believing that. I mean look at him he was a God.

"Well, to be honest. I've shagged a couple girls. But, it didn't mean a bloody thing. There was so no passion. I didn't feel anything for them. I want this to be real Rhi. From that kiss I can tell we have a connection."

My heart sank. I wanted to be his first kiss. At least he admitted he had feelings for me.

"Look, love. I know your upset that I've been around. But, listen to me. I really think your something special. I've never felt this way about another girl. I want to give this a shot, despite the fact that I'm a cocky asshole. Just let me in Lorri. I want to be yours. I want to be the one you come to when you're upset, I want to make you meals, even though I can't bloody cook, I want to sing you to sleep, and I just want to be your best friend." He sighed and put his head between his knees. That was the single most perfect thing anyone has ever said to me. It nearly made me cry. It was possible I would get my heart broken by him. But, the way he looked at me in that moment I knew he truly cared.

"I will be with you, I want to be with you." I said as I rubbed his shoulder.

"Fuck, yes." He exclaimed as he pulled me onto his lap. We sat there for the next hour, talking and mostly kissing. I knew I was falling deeply in love with Liam, one way or another I knew my heart would break no matter what happened between us. I just knew.

The rest of the night was like a movie. It was too perfect to be my life that was for sure. It was about one a.m when Liam dropped me off.

"Thanks again, Liam. Tonight was perfect." I say and I lean into his sholder.

"We will have many more like. Someday I will take you all over the world when I become a rock star." He said with excitement.

I laughed. His dream to be a rockstar, was pretty adorable.

"Hey, don't laugh. I promise I will. You will see." He said with confidence.

"Its late. I need some sleep." I say with a yawn.

"I will stop by tomorrow sometime ok?"

"Sounds good. I can't wait to see you again." I admit.

"Sweet dreams, love." He whispers in my ear. He then kisses my lips softly and slowly. My lips felt so puffy from the kissing we did all day. We couldn't get away from each other. I loved that I could still feel his kiss linger.

"I'm sure your mum would love catching is making our in front of her house." Liam said with a wicked grin after breaking our kiss.

"She's working. My sister is probably asleep."

"Oh, good then I can keep going" He said as he leaned back in and met his lips to mine. Liam let out a sexy groan and pulled back seconds after.

"If I keep going I won't stop, babe." My heart raced. I didn't want him to stop at all, but I knew it was time to get some sleep.

"Well my calendar is empty tomorrow, so we can do this again."

"You're killing me babe, killing me." He said while resting his forehead against mine.

"I'm not trying I promise." I giggled.

"If you keep kissing me like that I might not survive. Anyways I should let you sleep. I'm gonna run before I kiss you again." He turns on his feet as races to his car. I can't keep the smile off my face. Everything about our date was perfect.  I stand there and frozen in motion and watch him drive off. The whole night never happened. I would just wake up and everything would be the way it was months ago. I pinched my arm as hard as I could. I flinched from the pain. This was real, very real.