I hope, I Think, I know (An Oasis bandfiction)

Chapter Twenty-One

When you find out
When you find out who you are you know you'll be free
To see your own ability
But there'll be no eyes
No eyes that see such beauty would lose their sight
And there'll be no lies
No lies that you could tell me to make things right

Angel Child (Oasis)

Rhiannon's P.O.V

After Eli and Noels little brawl. I went and hid out in my room. Eli left in a huff shortly after he told Noel to scram. I didn't know what to think anymore. I was doubting if I loved Eli, even at all. All my thoughts were a mess. I needed to clear my head in the best possible way. My brain was to active for reading. I crawled in bed and closed my eyes. All I could think of was those hypnotizing blue eyes of the Gallagher boys.

A knock on my door jerked me awake.

"Come in." I knew it had to be Amelia. I was right.

"Are you ok?" She asked with concern.

"I think so." I said as picked at my nail.

"You sure don't sound like it." She was right. I was confused. Noel and Liam came back in to my-life unexpectedly.

"No, I am not. I guess I have a lot of explaining to do." I never told Amelia about Noel and Liam. I felt pretty rotten about it, since we had been friends since preschool.

"Well let me start. I met them through a friend in Manchester. I fell in love with Liam quickly. Mother ended up kicking me out. That is when I ended up living with him and Noel. Me and Noel got pretty close then. One night he kissed me, and I felt something from it. I felt so bad about it that I broke up with Liam." It sounded so simple in my head. But, to someone else I bet it sounded like a segment from The Jerry Springer show.

"Do you love Noel or Liam?" She wondered. I started to speak. But, I couldn't. It has been two years. All of us had changed. Noel and Liam were different people now, and so was I. 

"To be honest I don't know." I really didn't. I was tired of lying to myself.

"Well, you know what I think. I think you need to break up with Eli if your unsure." She advises. Maybe she was right. We were better off friends. There wasn't really any spark between us. I cared deeply for him, but to be honest I didn't love him. Not like the fire that burned between me and Liam. I needed that fire again.

"I think you're right." I had to do break it off with Eli. I wasn't doing this because I felt guilty about something. This was because I was in love with someone else, and I couldn't string Eli along like that. It wasn't fair.

Liams P.O.V

Seeing her killed me. She looked so beautiful and happy. She could have been mine for the last two years, but I didn't get to her soon enough. I could have had a chance to get her alone last night, but I got angry and ran off to the local pub and drank myself shitless. Noel kept saying I had a drinking problem and that I was to young for it. He was probably right, but it was the simple way out. Also it was part of being in soon to be England's biggest rock band. We all drank, just me the most. We had done a lot of gigs since McGee spotted us. We were also starting recording our first album with creation records. Noel never let me drink or get high before we recorded. He said he wanted my voice to be top notch and not coated by drugs or alcohol. Noel was awful bossy. He always wanted it his way. I'm surprised he let me be the bloody singer.

"Hey man. You holding up ok?" Tony asked me. I had a killer hangover. No matter how high or drunk I got Rhi was still in my thoughts.

"I am ok. I suppose." Tony was a cool guy. Noel was pretty bossy with him as well. Noel kept pushing him to drum better. What a cock sucker.

"She has a boyfriend now. Katy told me. They have been together for a few years now." Tony said in his calmest voice possible.

"What the hell." I said as I punched the wall. A good hole was in the wall now, and my knuckles were bleeding.

"You're gonna have to pay for that." Tony put in. He was right. The damn hotel would charge me a few hundred pounds for sure. Good thing Noel wasn't in this room, he would blow his top.

"Why would she do that?" I said In a near yell.

"Women are confusing creatures, man." Tony proclaimed. He was fucking right.

"I need a damn beer." My head was pounding from my hangover. But, at this point beer was the only think to subside it.

"How about a smoke?" Tony said while he lite up a cig.

"I just need to go find her." I jump up out of bed. My headache split causing a terrible pain.

"Take a shower man. You smell awful. She isn't gonna want you back smelling rank like that." I sniffed my shirt. Damn I did smell bad. Tony did make a good point.

I took a quick shower and ran off to see Rhi again. We were flying back to England tomorrow morning I had no time to waste.

Rhiannons P.O.V

I had to break up with Eli. I knew I would break his heart, but I couldn't do this anymore. Even though I might not see Noel and Liam ever again, I would rest easier knowing I broke up with Eli for the right reasons.

Eli arrived back to the dorm around five-thirty. He had a big smile on his face when he saw me. It pulled at my heart strings a little bit.

"You look like something is bothering you." He said as he poured himself a glass of orange juice.

"Well, there kind of is." I admitted.

"Is this about that British douche bag from last night?" He asked with slanted eyes.

"Yeah."

"Did he make the moves on you or something? I don't like that guy, even though he plays a damn good show."

"No, he didn't. He isn't that type of person." I just told the biggest lie ever. Noel was definitely that person, judging from our past.

"Then what is wrong?"

"Eli, I can't do this anymore. You and me. I care about you Eli. But, we are better as friends. You can keep the dorm. I'm getting an apartment with Amelia." I took a deep breath it felt so better once I said it. Eli slammed his glass on the counter. I jumped. I wasn't expecting him to lash out like that.

"This is about him isn't. You fucking love him don't you?" He screamed. I never saw him this angry it scared me. I jumped up from the chair. But, he grabbed my arm to quickly.

"I....I...don't know." I stammered.

"Tell me, you bitch!" He yelled. My eyes got wide. Eli never acted this way. He was turning from Dr. Jekyll to Mr. Hyde.

"Fine I do love him." I shouted.

"You whore." He spat. He then smacked me right across the face. It left a burning sting. Tears formed in my eyes. I took my leg and rammed him right where it hurt. He groaned and feel to the floor. I grabbed my purse off the table and ran towards the door before he had a chance to grab me.

"You come back here you little bitch" But, I didn't listen. I wasn't going to put up with that. I needed to get away from here. The only solution I had was Noel and Liam.