I hope, I Think, I know (An Oasis bandfiction)

Chapter Fifteen

"Look, Rhi. I can tell something is upsetting you. Or else you wouldn't bang on the door of my falt at this ungodly hour." Katy says calmly.

"I just needed to get out for the night." I half lie.

"Ok, if you tell me what's going on I will tell you something nobody knows." She sujest calmly. I sigh deeply.

"Ok, so me and Noel were talking and we just got lost in the moment. The next thing I knew is we were kissing. I didn't pull away until I realized that is was terrible what I was doing. I liked it Katy. I liked it to much." I confess.

"Oh, love. It's ok. You were confused. It happens. Just try to stay away from Noel for a while. I know that's pretty hard since you live in the same house as him."

"The thing is I like him more and more when we talk. He is differnt that Liam. I love Liam he is amazing. But, to be honest. I could love Noel too."

"Just listen to your heart Rhi. That's what I did with Tony." I smile. Katy was a great friend I was glad to have someone to confide in.

"So what is your confession?" I ask. Katy bites her lip and looks down.

"Well me and Tony are having a child. It wasn't planned of corse." She admits. My eyes went as wide as saucers. I couldn't tell If she was upset or happy. I didn't know what to say. So I smiled.

"He doesn't know yet." She says sadly.

"Do you have an idea how he will react?"

"To be honest I have no clue. He can support us. But he if the band hits it big. I will be nearly a single mom."

"I'm sure Tony will be happy. He's a cool guy. You will make a great mom."

"Thanks." She says as she hugs me. Just then the phone rings. Katy jumps up to go answer it.

"Yeah she is here with me" Katy says in the phone. Great, Liam was trying to find me I didn't want to go back there.

"Ok, I will let her know, Liam." She hangs up and turns to look at me.

"Liam is coming to pick you up." Katy says. I roll my eyes.

"I don't wanna go back there." I complain.

"It will be ok. I promise."

"That is easy for you to say. Katy."

"I know. You just gotta roll with the punches." She was right. I just needed to take things as they were. Mine and Noels kiss would be a one time thing. I would get him alone and set things straight with him.

A little while later Liam came rushing through the door frantically.

"Rhi! I was fucking worried." Liam exclaims as he pulls in his arms.

"I'm sorry." I say into his chest.

"Let's get you home and get you cleaned up. You look rough." He says as he ruffles my hair.

We says goodbye to Katy. Once we get in the car Liam looks straight into my eyes. I knew what this was about to intail.

"Why did you run off like that?" He wondered. I think of an excuse really quick.

"I was gonna come back. I just wanted to take a walk, and I ended up at Katy's."

"And you just decided to not tell Noel where you were going. I know you guys went to the park, he told me." I painked. What else did he tell Liam.

"He was being a dick and I got sick of it." I protest. Liam lets out a quick laugh.

"Ah, ok. Well the next time Noel is a dick come home ok?" He commands. I nod at his order. Liam didn't know a thing. I wanted to keep it that way.

I was terrifed of encountering Noel when we got home. I knew it was going to happen eventully I just needed to prepare myself a little bit more. I didn't know what I was going to say to him. Would I tell him to go to hell or to fuck off. I was making him out to be the bad guy when I was just as guilty.

Noel was absent when we got home. Peggy was sitting in the living room watching the BBC channel. She sprang up when she saw me.

"You had us worried darling." She claimed as she pulled me in for a hug. Peggy was always hugging me or her boys. She was such a loving women.

"I didn't mean to give everyone a scare. I just needed some time to think."

"I understand, living with my boys can be a little bit of a pain." She jokes as she looks at Liam with a wide grin.

"Oh, mom cut it out will ya?" Liam says as he shakes his head.

"So, Lorri how was your birthday?" Peggy ask. I had completly forgot that today was my birthyday, even though it was nearly over. All my thoughts were overshadowed with the thought of Noel.

"It was lovely." It really was for the most part.

"Show her your ring." Liam mentions. I gulp. My ring was still in my pocket. I did in my pocket and pull it out to show Peggy.

"Why isn't on your finger?" Liam ask harshly.

"It is a little lose I didn't want it falling off." I lie. It fite perfectly. What else was I to say?

"It is beautiful. My son is such a charmer" Penny says as she examines the ring. He really was. Who couldn't fall in love with those electric blue eyes, and those model good looks?

After Penny went to bed we made our way upstairs to my room.

"Noel is being a grumpy bitch so I'm staying with you tonight." Liam says as he slips off his shirt reveling his flat stomach.

"That is more than fine with me." I smile.

"Mind if I join you, my lady?" He ask with those innocent eyes.

"Go ahead dear." I say as I pull back the covers and pat the empty space beside me. Liam gets in and pulls me into his arms. 

"Don't do that to me again, ok? I was so worried about you" He says with concerned filled eyes. My heart ached at his sincere request. I would avoid Noel at all cost. I couldn't risk losing someone as amazing as Liam over a stupid kiss. Out of sight out of mind.