I hope, I Think, I know (An Oasis bandfiction)

Chapter Twenty

I wish I'd known how much you loved me
I wish I cared enough to know
I'm sorry every song's about you
The torture of small talk with someone you used to love 

Fourth of July (Fall out Boy)

The boys performed flawlessly. They were way better than they were back in the days at the boardwalk.

"What did you think?" Eli asked with a childlike grin.

"They were ok." I shrugged. Actually they were amazing.

"They were more than ok. I'm so glad I got backstage passes I gotta meet these guys. Hey they said they were from Manchester, England. Did you know them?" Of coarse he asked that.

"A couple of the guys looks familiar." I lied.

"I wish you knew them. Then you could score me that sexy singer." Amelia chimed in. My heart wrenched.

"I don't think you want a guy like him. Guys like him were bad news back there." I was right in what I said, but I didn't want Amelia flirting with Liam. Even though I was in a relationship I still loved him.

Liams P.O.V

This was out first American show. The crowd sure was crazy, nothing like back in England. We were in Indiana, Rhis hometown. I wish I could look her up and go see her. I missed her everyday. I never really knew why she left. I was waiting for the day she would return. I hadn't seen her in two years. For all I knew she could be married or have kids. I couldn't stop looking around the crowd during our performance for her. I doubt she would be here. But, I had a inkling of hope.

We killed it on stage. America loved us. We hung out back stage after The Verve preformed. I was on my third beer. Before Oasis I wasn't much into drinking or drugs. I was usually high and or drunk after every gig. I was living the rock and roll lifestyle.

"Hey isn't Rhiannon from here." Bonehead ask as he takes a swig from the Jack Daniels bottle.

"Yeah, I think so." Noel replied.

"We should go find her. I kinda miss her." Bonehead adds.

"Tell me about it." I mummer.

"Aww, you still love her." Bonehead teases.

"The fuck I do." I shout angrily. I hated being teased about her. Every time her name came up it felt like someone took a knife to my heart.

"Calm down man." He protested.

"You know. I actually think she goes to the University. That is what Katy said." Tony puts in.

"We need to go find her!" I shout.

"We leave tomorrow you block." Noel says. Stupid Noel always being a stick in the mud.

"We have the evening." I suggest.

"I will go with you." Bonehead declares.

"We all might as well." Noel adds rolling his eyes. I knew that dumb cunt still loved her. But, I didn't care. I might see Lorri again that was all that mattered.

Lorris's P.O.V

"I don't feel well." I say to Eli.

"You don't have a fever." He says as he puts his hand on my forehead.

"No, I just have stomach ache. I need to go back to the dormitory." I lied. I really wasn't sick i just didn't want to see the boys. Not in this circumstance anyway.

"Ok, will you be ok walking back by yourself?" I can't believe he wasn't going to walk me back. I normally would have been mad about it. But, I was still shaken up.