ALL I NEED

EPILOGUE!

*4 YEARS LATER

"Liam is getting so big." I gush over Luke and Gabby's two year old son.

Mali, Gabby and I were shopping with Liam and Roland. It's been a few months since we all got out and had a "girls day" which technically wasn't the same when you had to lug around strollers and diaper bags.

"I know, I feel like he grows literally an inch everyday." Gabby shakes her head and laughs.

"He's gonna be taller than Luke by the time he's in school." Mali jokes as she ruffles the dark hair he definitely inherited from Gabby.

"Aunt Kam?" Roland looks over at me with a mixture of confusion and disgust.

"Yeah?"

"I think you peed your pants." He blurts out making everyone in the store turn and stare at me.

"Oh my god." I suddenly feel light headed.

I was currently pregnant with mine and Calum's first baby but my due date wasn't for another two weeks.

"Your water broke, holy crap you're in labor." Mali covers her mouth as she starts to tear up.

"No. No. No." I mumble repeatedly.

"Yes. You're having this baby, today." Gabby cheers as she puts her arm around my waist to guide me over to a bench.

"But I'm only 38 weeks, I can't be...oooooowww." I go to protest but a sharp pain shoots through me.

"Oh yes you can and sweetie you are." Gabby laughs.

"But I'm not ready, I still have so much to do."  I start to cry, everything hitting me all at once. No matter how many times I rearranged the nursery or rewashed the baby clothes I still felt like I wasn't prepared.

After reuniting at Luke and Gabby's wedding, Calum and I have been together ever since. We said all the things we needed to say and I forgave him. I moved back to Sydney and we got an apartment next to Mali's place. Our life wasn't perfect. We still fought and argued but I think we both realized that we'd rather work it out and be together then be apart.

He's my soulmate, I really believe that. He was made just for me, he was my missing puzzle piece, the other half of my heart, the love of my life, and even though its been 4 years, I still can't believe how lucky I am to have found him.

I think back on the quote my mom told me, and I still believe its true but it did get one thing wrong, Calum was the fire inside me but I WILL spend my life with him, forever. He's mine and I am his, not even time and space would change that.

Finding out I was pregnant was a shock to say the least. We weren't married and we definitely weren't trying for a baby. Even though it was unexpected and scary, I have to say the thought of having a little person who was half me and half Calum running around was amazing.

I originally was terrified to tell Calum about the pregnancy. We had so much going in our lives at the time. Between the band taking off for Calum and me going back to college, we barely saw each other as it is, how would we even begin to raise a baby? I'm pretty sure I cried for a solid two days before I worked up enough courage to blurt it out one night while we were laying in bed. I remember the look on his face so clearly.

He just got up and left the room. I was freaking out, thinking he was mad at me or upset. Which he had every right to be.  It took me 10 minutes before I went after him. I was so nervous about his reaction I was shaking. "Babe?" I call out as I make my way through the house. I was prepared to call Mali and the boys to search for him if he left. Surprisingly though there he was, sitting in the bathroom on the toilet, his hands covering his face.