World of Wolves

Chapter 25

Chapter 25:

Hayley’s P.O.V

I wanted to scream out for Seth. He can’t be doing this to me. He can’t leave me. He is so fucking stupid. He is so spineless for breaking up with me while I’m in a fucking coma. He is a heartless, asshole who is giving up his mate and kid! That is the most stupid thing that I have ever heard, no that is the most stupid thing that the whole universe has ever heard. I can’t believe I’m pregnant! But I can’t anyway. Or if I am no one should be able to find that out yet. But then there were all those feelings in my stomach but it was too low to be a stomach problem. It could have been internal injuries but Alisha said otherwise.

Could I actually be pregnant? All those pains that I felt when I couldn’t do anything…that butterfly feeling in my stomach? Could I be? No, I can’t, it’s impossible. Seth and I only mated a few days ago, that was before I was in this coma so maybe 9 days, I don’t know. But it’s still not enough to show that you’re pregnant. Okay so maybe I will miss my period, but that is how I will know, there is barely enough days to make a fortnight. So I can’t be pregnant, or can i? The more I question it the more it backfires. Could I really be pregnant? The only way is to wake up.

Seth’s P.O.V

I had a splitting headache in my brain and my heart. I was so horrible but it was the right thing to do. She was my life and I had hurt her. Hayley wouldn’t be in hospital in a coma if I had never stopped that bus. If only I let that bus go, went for the one before or after. Many go past because of the tours so I had many woman to choose from, why that one? I had that stupid feeling, that maybe this was the right one. Why did I have to be right this time? Why did it have to happen to Hayley? Anyone else, it could have happened to anyone else. I would have gladly put myself in her place; I would have taken that hit, that stake to the side, that bang to the head. I would have gone through it all again and again for the rest of my life if it just didn’t happen to my mate. And the fact that she’s pregnant just makes it worse. I know the baby isn’t injured just in shock and everything’s fine but I still feel horrible. I got her pregnant; I never asked her if she wanted to have a baby. Hayley had so much ahead of her and she’s pregnant. I am holding her back even though this is one of the most precious things to ever happen to me. I love her but when I do it hurts her. If I love her too much she might die or the baby might. I need to save her from me. I have to let her go before her feelings for me kill her. If I stop, let her go, she’ll live one happily. It might take a while for Hayley to get over the pain but she will. I never with though. A werewolf never loses the love for his mate, it drives them insane until they die of loneliness but the fact that she is alive and well will get me through each day. But her heart will heal because she’s only human. She will meet someone else and they will raise my child with lots of love and care and she will forget me. Before long she will think this was all a dream, that she imagined the trip, the werewolves, the problems of the pack…and me. She will think of me only as a memory, something that can easily be blocked or locked away into the very corners of her mind. Hayley probably won’t remember my face if I ever came to see her. I keep wondering what our child will look like. I wonder if it’s a little girl or boy. Will it have Hayley’s eyes or mine? Will she/he have the same beautiful blushing skin that Hayley has? I picture the child at five with deep brown hair like Hayley, her pink tanned cheeks and red lips. The beauty of the child is almost blinding, just like how I see their mother. I imagine the child running around, laughing happily as Hayley chases her/him. I can almost hear the tinkling giggles and the lovely noise of laughter followed by Hayley. Already my heart ached for that. I wanted a family so bad. I wanted a mate and I got the best of the best and even better, I got more than I could ever wish for and more. I got the child that I had dreamed of, and the future I would never have. In order to save myself from pain and loss, I had to save Hayley…from me.