The Resistance | Irwin AU

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I lay with Ash everyday because of his injury. He can't get up until it is fully healed. But the baby officially kicked for the first time. It kicked Ash in the side and it felt weird when in kicked.

Ash and I looked at each other and smiled.

I sit up and tell Ash I am going to talk to Haz about when we are going on our next mission and where it will be.

"Haz, where will our next mission be?" I ask.

"The president is having a dinner and ball for royalty and other rich people who know her...we will be crashing that...we will go when Ash heals and is able to go..." He says.

I nod, and thank him for the information.

I go back to Ash's tent and see Ash sleeping, small snores escaping his mouth. I smile and lay next to him, cuddling into his side.

My arm wraps around his chest and his hand grabs onto mine. I giggle when he opens his eyes and smiles.

"You are seriously so cute..." I say.

"You are gorgeous..." He says.

I tell him about the next mission and he says that he will be ready soon, wounds take time to heal.

I help him up and we take a walk around the camp. We wave at Dee, Nyla, and Han. I sit Ash down and sit next to him.

"Have you guys heard about the next mission?" I ask my friends, them all nodding in response.

"Hopefully we succeed this time and take down the government for good. And then we can have a normal life..." I say.

"Yeah, it would be totally different not being in the Resistance..." Han says.

"Yeah, but I can have my baby and live my life with Ash. Wouldn't that be amazing. Not having to worry about my child being hurt?" I ask.

"Of course! We will have to visit each other though because I can't imagine never seeing you guys again!" Dee says.

"Me either! We will visit each other! We might even live in the same small town! I just want this all to be over and done with, you know?" I say.

They all agree and I lean onto Ash, the heat radiating off of him. I lean up and kiss him awaiting lips. It's full of passion and I could get used to that!

"We should probably head back to the medical tent, and get you comfortable again...bye guys!" I say to my friends and they wave.

"Ash I love you...so much..." I say.

"I love you too...you are my world Fall..." He says.

I look into his eyes and see sincerity. I love him with everything I have!

"Fall...I have a question," he says.

"What is it," I ask.

"Would you ever marry me after this is all over? We could run away and live a happy life in peace...wouldn't that be great?" He asks.

"I would marry you...and run away...but I have a family and friends and I can't leave all of that behind..." I say.

He nods, looking slightly disappointed.i now feel bad for saying that but it's the truth. I can't just drop my life and move away...

We make it to the medical tent and lay him down, getting next to him and cuddling into his side.

"I will marry you Ash, trust me," I say.

"I do trust you, but I don't have anything holding me back. After all of this I will want to move on..." He says.

"I have things holding me back...and I can't just drop everything to leave with you and go somewhere randomly...I'm sorry Ash but I think we should move to a small town and live in peace..." I say.

"We will be living in peace far away from this horrible place!" He says.

"We will talk about it later, okay?" I ask.

He nods and lays his head back, me cuddling up to him. I sigh and realize that we have been arguing for a good 10 minutes and I am exhausted.

There is no such things as a happily ever after...

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