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65- My story/rant #2

Imma be ranting here for a while, brace yourself.

So my school basically sucks.

Tomorrow I've got an exam that has 15 chapters. That's right

15!!!

And it's in Arabic which is even worse cause I suck at arabic (yes I know the Arabic language. I'm have Arabic, no I'm not a terrorist)

So anyways! I didn't even start studying for this exam cause if you guys don't already know I'm very lazy and procrastinate a lot. But I just don't get how the fuck am I supposed to memorise 1 5 chapters which is the whole book btw for an exam that is 3 pages long.

Not only am I stressing out about that. I've got igcse's coming up in a few months (if you guys don't know it it's basically exams that's hard and shit and we have to memorise again the whole fucking book for everything. Lol idek what igcse stands for)

And igcse exams aren't graded by our teachers they are graded by strict dudes and so basically I'm failing everything.

also! I want to get into ib (it's basically like igcse but with more stuff in it... Okay I don't know what it stands for either and idk how to explain XP) when I go to 11th grade (I'm in 10th grade right now) but I won't be able to go if I get one D, and I've got some subjects that are core subjects (core subjects are basically the same learning but an easier exam and less memorising, took It for the subjects I'm horrible at and will drop next year) the highest mark is a C (you have to get in the 90s to get a C... I think, I'm not sure but probably yeah) but I suck at chemistry so that's why I took core! I don't fucking know how to fucking get great marks this year and go into ib

Okay yes I know I complain ALOT and yes some people will be like
'Well Layla if you actually study for all of that you'd get great marks'
Yes, I would but the thing is I need to study chapters that I took last year and this year for the exam... It's too much my brain will explode before I even finish one of the books.

And yes! I know lots of people around the world have igcses too and I'm just being a cry baby, but this is me ranting about stuff that's happening I my life. It's a rant chapter, if you didn't like it why do you read rants?

Anyways this chapter isn't for people to feel sorry for me, it's just a chapter for me to let my feelings out :D it's fine though I will survive, I will survive, as long as I know how to love I know I'll be alive. (Is that even the right lyrics?Lol XD)

I've also got alott of other things I wanna rant about but this should be enough for this chappie:) maybe next time

Imma go now and study my ass off for this exam tomorrow, wish me luck lol,
Love you

Thanks for reading!!!