Always Have, Always Will. (Jaden Smith Love Story)

Chapter 11: Finishing up our Vacation

Justin dropped Alex off and picked Jaden up around 6 after we had dinner. Alex and I talked about our times and she stayed safe again. We weren't going to see the boys til Friday when we were going to stay with them. They were taking us to the airport Saturday, separately but Alex and I would meet up. We went around doing anything and everything Wednesday and Thursday. It was amazing! Alex and I lied in bed Thursday night crying. I know, ridiculous right? No. I was going to miss Jaden and she would miss Justin. I would see him again, if he didn't find some other girl. That's what scared me the most. I didn't want to be a summer fling. Alex and I packed our stuff and cleaned up the rental home. The boys came and got us and we went back to the hotel. Alex and I had red eyes from rubbing and wiping the tears away, our hair was thrown up and we just wore T-shirts and shorts again. The boys asked what was wrong but we didn't say anything. Alex and I had already ate so we just went straight to the hotel. We came in through the back and checked in avoiding the paparazzi. I told Alex I'd text her and see her tomorrow and then followed Jaden. When we got to his room I lied in the stomach burying my face into the pillows and I just cried and cried, I couldn't hold it in. It was late, like 10 and I had to be up at 7:00am. I got under the sheets not ever thinking about my clothes. I cried some more when Jaden turned me over and pulled me towards him. He held me and waited for me to stop while he held his like to my forehead. When I finally quit he asked me, "What's wrong. You've been like this all day." I just reached up and kissed him, slowly, passionately, but our tongues didn't 'battle for dominance.' Then I whispered, "I'm going to miss you." I felt a tear on my cheek but it wasn't mine, it was Jaden's. I don't think either of us knew why we cared so much but we did. He looked down at me and said, "I'm going to miss you too. But like I said, I'll still visit you once every month. Text me all day and call me every night?" I nodded and we fell asleep in each others arms. I woke up and got ready for a long plane ride. Jaden had his driver take us up there and when we got out he walked me to the gate and I saw Alex and Justin but we let them do their thing. Jaden pulled me into a tight bear hug. We cried and he held his lips to my forehead. He reminded me of his promise and kissed me goodbye. Alex and I got on the plane and cried the whole time. Why did I feel like this? It sucked. I miss him already. I just hope he doesn't forget about me.