chapter sixty-five: hey there

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by readecipher

by readecipher

Hey there, how are you doing?

It's been months now. I'm all better. Or at least I think I am.

I saw you the other day. You were smiling brightly, my heart didn't beat as fast as it used to whenever I laid my eyes on you but the pain is still there. Just a little hint of pain. This is good. This is progress right?

I hate this. I thought falling in love was hard, but moving on was a lot harder than I thought.

It's amazing how times have gone and passed. How we've now become strangers to each other. It's hard getting used to this. I even miss your crappy jokes, and I hate them for petes sake!

I don't know what to feel to be honest. What should I feel? My eyes are tired from all the crying. My heart is too.

I'm sorry. I know I told you I wouldn't cry anymore. I know you told me that I shouldn't look at our pictures anymore and that I should forget you but it's hard. It's hard to forget you.

Gosh, I feel so pathetic. I wrote this letter because I thought I was getting better. Hah, turns out I'm not.

It hurts but I'm okay. I'm okay. I will be okay.

I'm just not ready to let go yet. But like they say, time heals all wounds. I hope they'll heal ours too.

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