His Addiction

Horror Film, Realizing and Letting Go

Adams POV
Watching her laugh burns me inside. Doesn't she care about my feelings? How dare she have the nerve to laugh as if everythings okay!? It's not. To be honest, I don't know her anymore. She's not the Leah in college, she's not the fun, outgoing person I loved a lot. She's just a cruel bitch venting her anger out on my friend! The person who has been with me through thick and thin! The nerve of Leah! My mind is all over the place! All I want is my old Leah back.

"Adam," Sarah said. "Yeah?" I asked. "Erm, I can't put my dress zip up, erm can you do it please." Sarah said quietly. "Yeah sure anything for you." I smiled and pulled up her zip. "Sarah today we are all gathering in the cinema room your invited." I said smiling. "Erm okay." Sarah said with a worried look on her face. "Sarah don't be worried, Leah's not going to say anything trust me." I gave a reassuring look and she smiled.

Leah's POV
I went outside the balcony gazing at the clouds. I can't believe everythings falling apart. My life literally has no meaning to it. Me and Adam, I feel as if we're strangers. I feel as if we weren't meant to be together. I do of course miss him but he's not the kind and fun Adam anymore. He's completely changed. I stood up for myself yesterday and all I get is hatred. I wish aunty Hanifa was here. I wish I could cuddle in her arms again. I wish she could tell me everything's going to be fine. Mostly, all I want is my old Adam back.

I had no tears to shed because my tears just disappeared as I cried and cried in the night. At the moment, I'm keeping my feeling and emotions bottled up for later in case I really need it and I know I will because that's what I'm good at, crying.

Walking upto the mirror, my face looked extremely pale. I feel as if the glow on my face has disappeared. My lips are colourless and my hair is a complete mess. Ameera is right I need to stop being upset but it's so hard. I'm used to being upset. I'm used to hurting. I'm just used to everything bad that's happened to me because It's all I ever experienced. I thought being with Adam will help wash away my sadness and bring out my happiness. But I was wrong. I thought being with Adam will help me learn to love, learn to trust.

Knock! Knock! I opened the door to see Ameera annoyed. "What are you doing here? And why do you look like a zombie?" Ameera asked with her hips on her waist. "Erm..." I said unsure of what to say. "Come let me do magic to your face and get you ready because remember your part of the darkside now and you've entered my world." I silently chuckled. She is too much.

Ameera put winged eyeliner on me, contoured my face, highlighted my face, put blusher on my face. "You know Ameera we are just watching a movie at home." I said. "Shushh, the genius is busy." I laughed. She then put mascara and lastly applied brown lip liner on my lips. After Ameera was done, she put my hair into two parts and straightened it. Then, she quickly ran to my closet pulled out my long dark grey cardigan, a black top, my black jeans and my white superstars of course. "Erm, Ameera I thought you didn't want me to be depressed so why did you bring out a lot of black."

"Just shush, I told you I'm a genius and I am still working so if you let me do what I do best there wouldn't be a problem." She laughed.

I quickly got changed and came out of the bathroom. "I know I say this everytime, but girl your looking fine." Ameera screeched. "Come let's go it's about to start." Ameera said. "What we watching?" I asked. "A horror film." Ameera said excitedly. "Which one?" I asked. "Erm Paranormal Activity: The ghost dimension."

We made our way downstairs and I saw Sarah wear the most tarty dress ever. But again, who am I to judge? Ameera and I linked arms making our way to the screening room. It was hella big. It was actually just like a normal cinema room and there were popcorn and sweets and drinks at the bottom. Ameera got popcorn for the boths of us and of course tango slushies. We sat at the back and Zayn sat at the front of us. On the other side of the room were Adam and Sarah. "Ameera go sit with Zayn, I'll be fine!" I said nudging her. "No I can't leave you." She groaned. "Ameera if you love me that much you will go to your romeo." I said smiling.