His Addiction

Forgiveness, Fifa 16 and Goals...

A/N: Damnn! A hot mess^😍😮😫💯💖

Leah's POV
"Oh my God!" I said. "When did he take this?" I asked showing the picture to Sophia. I didn't realise he wrote like a 1000 word message at the bottom tagging me in it. 

"Leah. I love you. I am so sorry for everything I have put you through. You don't deserve a person like me but I'll try every single day to win back your love. I miss you so much words cannot describe. I fell in love with you because you loved me when I couldn't love myself. I didn't plan it but your the best thing that's ever happened to me. I just wanna see you. Hold you. Hug you. Touch you. Cuddle with you. And love you. My heart only beats for you. Leah, your my drug and my addiction. I simply can't get enough of you. Right now I'm craving for you. Seeing you smile these past few days hurts because I wasn't the one who made you smile. If I had to choose between loving you and breathing. I would use my last breath to say I love you. I'm not saying it's going to be easy getting you back, I'm telling you it's going to be worth every second. I want to be your favourite hello and your hardest goodbye. I may not be the perfect lover in your eyes but I love you with all I have and then some more. I watch you everyday, your all I ever think about. When I see you, you bring light into my world. Your amazing and pretty. Every love story is beautiful but ours is my favourite. - Adam.

It was him. How can I be so blind? My warm tears fell onto my phone screen. "That's so cute." Sophia cooed. "Literally everyone seen it." She said wiping away my tears. "You wanna see him don't you."
I nodded. "Fear not, bestie I'll get you there in a jiffy."

"Where are we going?" I asked. "To the woods!" She squealed. "Are you sure the woman in McDonalds didn't spike your drink?" I asked chuckling. "No silly. Just go with the flow. I'm not taking you there so you can be killed." She said.
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"Are you sure?" I asked. "100%." She replied. "Look just take your phone out and put the flash on ok? Then look on the floor you'll see petals or something. I've got your car chill." I nodded. She drove off leaving me alone. I was shivering. I turned on my flash and followed the petals. Everytime I stood on the sticks I jumped.

I finally arrived and the place was fully decorated. Those little light decorations were everywhere on the branches. And two little sofas. I glanced around and found Adam sitting down. "Adam." I whispered. He got up smiling. I dropped my bag and ran to him.

We hugged like for so many minutes. I could feel his warms tears dropping onto my hair. "Leah, I am incredibly sorry for everything!" He said kissing my forehead.

"It's okay." I said wiping my tears away. "When you sat there in the cinema room, I wanted to comfort you. I wanted to hold you and make sure everything's alright." He said. "Adam, please I don't want to talk about this." I said looking down.

"Please." Adam pleaded, holding onto my cheeks and lifting it up with his finger. "I want you to hear everything from my side. I want you to believe. I want you to want me." He whispered the last sentence. He looked into my eyes and I could almost feel a connection. The deeper I look the more sadness I could see in them. I nodded and a small smile appeared on his face.

He held my hand and we both sat on the sofa.
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"Look, I know I don't really like the word sorry and you know too, but Adam I am truly sorry for not listening you. I'm sorry for putting you through so much." I put my head down as I felt guilty. "Leah." He held my chin lifting it up. "I promise to always keep you happy. I promise to always love you. All I want is you and if you don't want the same, just remember I will try and try to win back your love." A small tear escaped from his right eye.

"Adam." I wiped his tear away, placing my forehead against his. "I'm pretty sure I want this. I want us back. I want you back." I said. "But I swear if you drink again I will kick the shit out of you and leave you on the streets." I moved my forehead against his, and I moved slightly away from him because that night really affected me.