Forgive Me (Jack & Finn vampire fanfic)

Chapter Two

 

 (A/N) Chapter two, hope it turns out alright. It's a little boring at the start but eventually the story will get more puzzling and interesting. 

My main fear was knowing that I was going to be staying with Finn for another 3-4 months now. That just really is a relief. Not really. I have a horrible fear that I will get lured into this kind of behaviour. Quite frankly I thought much better of Jack and Finn. 

I swallowed hard, quickly vanishing from the room before I bumped into someone, knocking me straight off of my feet, and crashing to the hard floor. Is he made out of rock? I winced slightly at the shock, tilting my head up to who I had run into. 

"Jack" I said half surprised.

"Sorr-"

"No, save it. It's fine. I should be the one apologizing." he interrupted, lifting me to my feet. 

I forced a smile giving an apology at the same time. Stop staring into my soul, I feel like I can't avoid eye contact!

"What were ya doing?" he said, frowning. I quickly tried to think of an excuse, my mind flashing to suggestions before my words slipped out without warning. 

"Looking around" I said, standing up straight to seem a little more confident. Backing my excuse up with confidence was my only smart choice. 

"Oh" he said, looking back to Finn's room. Shit I've been caught.

"Sorry for bumping into you Em" he smirked, his hot breath steaming onto my cheek

I swallowed, my jaw suddenly tightened for a reason I wasn't sure of.

"N- no problem" I said, coming over with relief. 

 He hadn't wiped that smug grin off of his face as well as his electric eye contact  It was hard to just look at the floor. It felt as if I was glued to him. Why is it that I felt this way?

He walked away, heading back down the stairs leaving me brainwashed. I didn't feel stable. He had that instant connection that I didn't want to die out. I sighed lowly, my legs felt as if fifty needles had stunned me. It was a feeling that I had never experienced before. 

I was the bullied girl. The girl that no one noticed, or even spoke to. The girl that girls laughed at, or teased behind my back. The girl that no guy would look at and think, "Man, she is well fit." - Do you know what I mean?

This was like starting fresh, and I liked that. Having the chance to be accepted was a chance that I wouldn't brush off my shoulders. 

I headed back down, my feet thumping down the stairs which was hard to not hear. Jack spun his head to me, which grasped my attention as he held his hand on the door tightly, preventing me from seeing who was at the door. Who was it? - My brain immediately wondered. 

I sniffed, frowning at him as his eyes widened. 'Go, go away' he mimed, before he turned back around to the visitor. They began arguing by the sounds of it. The visitor sounded rough, his deep voice was becoming stubborn by the minute. My brain didn't stop with curiosity as to who was talking to Jack. 

I tip- toed over to the kitchen, still keeping my ears tuned to their conversation. It was hard to hear the mumbling but most of it was definitely easy; the yelling in particular. 

"Jack, I have nowhere else to stay" The visitor begged through the walls.

"Bullshit. You have heaps of friends" Jack reasoned, attempting to fight back.

"Fuck you, you don't have friends, you wouldn't understand" his voice said coldly.

I could feel Jack's pain through the solid wall. It was mentally stabbing me. I felt so bad, this guy seems like a real tosser, and I felt Jack's pain. 

"Please, go" Jack said on the verge of tears. "You've ruined enough, including my life"

"Don't be such a twat" The visitor faught back without backing down. What the hell is going on. I want to know who is on the other side of that wall. Or do I?

"Please." he said sympathetically. 

"Please, just for tonight" he added. 

"For fuck sake. Whatever Jack, but don't think I won't be here tomorrow. You can't say no either." he said aloofly. I could just picture his sharp smile through the wall. I didn't feel right. 

Minutes later I heard the screen door slam shut, Jack sighing with relief. Shit, he'll know I've been listening. I panicked, rushing over to the fridge and shoving my head in to prevent any conversation for a second. 

"Er, hey Emma" he said anxiously. 

"Oh, hi." I said a little braver than I felt. 

"What er, were you doing?" he asked unsteadily, already knowing the answer. He put his hands behind his head, a little frightened at his visitor, that quite frankly threatened him from what I got. 

"You heard that, right?" he frowned slightly. 

I nodded, feeling a bit rude at the same time. 

"Sorry. I shouldn't of, really I'm sor" I was interrupted

"Don't worry. He's a dick" he stated simply

"I'm used to it, but I hate the tosser" he rolled his eyes.

"Who was it?" I asked, waiting for a valid response.