Forgive Me (Jack & Finn vampire fanfic)

Chapter Thirty- Four | Pt. 1

(A/N) Not even going to bother hitting you with reasons as why this is such a late update. Anyways, I forgot to tell you guys!! Guess what!? I went to One Direction's concert like 2- 3 week's ago and they were so perfect I was crying and omg OMG   O. M. G!   5SOS performed before 1D, but after them they came out and I was just dying in my own tears, but their music was so perfect and I just can't even speak right now. Soz. (If you don't like 1D or 5Sos I guess you're missing out,) and sorry that this Author's note is so long, I think I should stop writing and get on with the chapter, ok, omg. :) Xo

* 1 Week Later....*

Jack's POV

I fiddled with my thumbs, as I was sat at the kitchen table wondering. Emma was staying with Eric since the incident, and wants nothing to do with Finn or me, or even Alfie. To be honest, I have never seen Finn in such an emotional wreck before. Part of me was happy that he actually had a heart (If you could say that) but he had locked himself in his room for what seems like ever. 

It was strange, and horrible of me to not just tell her, but do you really think now is the time? No. She would only just move further away, but truth is... she knows that eventually she has to come back... right? Suddenly it hit me... what if she moves away forever? She'll never know about me, or how I feel about he- Jack, are you stupid?- My thoughts interrupted. 

I shrugged my shoulders mentally, and headed back upstairs to get changed and complete my morning routine. I could hear muffles of sobbing from the other side of Finn's door, and my hand came to a halt before knocking. I guess he should have some space for now. 

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After I had gotten changed I jogged down stairs, before my body seized up. 3 small knocks startled me at the door, and I could smell fear from the other side. I never smelt that around Emma, who I guessed was at the door, but I can't blame her. Things have changed now... for good. 

I breathed deeply before I reached my hand out, and twisted the door knob ever so slowly. I blinked quickly and a small, fragile girl stood at the door, almost relieved that it wasn't Finn standing in front of her.  Should she be relieved? I gave a smile that looked as convincing as possible. 

"Hi." she said weakly, allowing me to only just hear her tiny voice. 

I gave her a frown, mentally asking why she was here. After all, she is terrified of Finn and want's 'Nothing to do with us'. She kept her head low. 

"I just have to get some stuff.." she trailed off, the tension easily could've been cut with a knife. 

My lips formed a small smile, as she swiftly passed me as if I smelt like a dead animal. before she headed up stairs... she stopped and turned to me. 

"I- I don't want to... " Her voice crackled towards the end as tears interrupted it. I lunged at her for a shoulder to cry on, before I kissed her forehead, which even surprised myself. Before I got too carried away, I headed up stairs and knocked on Finn's door... before his sobbing stopped suddenly. 

"Y- yes?" He sniffled, as I creaked the door open and stood firmly at the door frame. 

"Emma's here." I announced, His eyes growing bold and almost  choking at my words. 

"She just wants a few things. She left a small bag apparently... a red one." I felt ever so awkward, and he knew for what reason. He is the one cowering away from his vicious actions, and I guess he understands that it was his fault Emma caught him. All in all, things couldn't be worse. 

He nodded quickly, wiping his eyes that were puffy and red, as he padded his way towards the bathroom, and came back with her bag. I took it from him, and left without a word.