Forgive Me (Jack & Finn vampire fanfic)

Chapter Thirty- Four | Pt. 2

Guess who's back, back again. ;D I'm back, and this chapter is a little whak! Anyways, when I mentioned a table turner, I didn't only mean Emma finding out... 

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*Another week later*

Jack's POV

So, it's been a week since I've talked to Emma... and 3 day's since Finn has last spoken to her. Well... It has been the fastest week, that has been crowded with event's, and things that have happened. Tomorrow night, is the school ball... and I am NOT prepared for an event like that. A geek like me... I belong with my 'study buddies'... which quite frankly... I have none. 

I have basically no friends... well minus the basically. I DO have no friends, well except my clan. They don't go to my school though, and that leaves me???

Alone. 

Let me just re cap what has happened in the past week. Finn and Emma broke up... and that went less dramatic than I expected. Finn didn't tell me much about it, but he didn't seem to sad. I bet he has a sick plan up his sleeve. Besides, he always does. He is over his emotional days, and Emma slowly gained confidence, to actually visit us, and have the guts to tell him. 

In my head, I feel good that I'm not hiding anything from her...  but I really am stupid. Why did I have to say it like it was nothing. It was like I was introducing my name... but only, it was me introducing what I am. Who I am. 

Emma still lives with Eric, and he tunes her constantly at school. He better keep his dirty hands off of her, or he'll regret he even met her. She never talks to me at school, and we barely share glances. All in all... she hates me. 

Now, I know you just thought that after the vampire dilemma, thing's would soon settle in. Wrong. Wrong, Wrong, Wrong. No, Emma isn't just settling in... she is settling in with Eric. And they hate us. 

I jogged up stairs, and ambled to my room. Finn had already disappeared an hour ago, and I have approximately 10 minutes to finish getting dressed. Keeping my time limit in mind, I dashed to the bathroom and scrubbed my teeth. I'd skipped breakfast, so threw on a white T- shirt and some skinny jeans. I ran my finger's through my messy hair, and put on a beanie. 

I pushed hard against the door, and almost stumbled out with my bag falling to the ground, and of course, my books scattering on the pavement. 

"Shit", I cussed under my breathe, picking them up and shoving them into my bag. 

I took my last deep breathe of 'safe' air. Air that wouldn't fail on me, like it does when bullies are around. You know, when the air thin's and you feel like you're being choked. Well, yeah. 

The one thing that I miss, is actually being excited to go to school side by side with Emma. Sitting with her at lunch and feeling as if you're in a safe zone. Where is that zone now? I haven't had blood in too long, and my strength is next to zero. Unlike Finn, he is a daily drinker, and drinks blood often. As you can tell... 

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I reached the school gates and my stomach fell. I just couldn't step inside of that place. It's school, and usually I would love to be in a place. Learning new things, and working on assignments. I'm the school 'geek', so it's my reputation. Now, I am not only the geek, but the loser, fag, retard, good for nothing, and all in all... a no- body. 

I had to change this... however I couldn't. This afternoon I was getting glasses. Yeah, I know what you're thinking. 

'What a nerd!' 

I need them, and I have trouble seeing day by day. Hopefully they make me look alright. I hope Emma doesn't tease me, but she wouldn't do that, right? After this distance between us, I just hope she doesn't take it too seriously. I still love her.