Chapter Thirty

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(A/N) SOOOO sorry for the update delay. I don't think I updated for like 5 days. I am so slack, aha, but the song to the side, play it when it's indicated. I like that song because it is very cute, and brings out more of Jack's emotions from it. 

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Jack's POV

I woke up feeling groggy. I didn't want to get out of bed today, and for so many reasons. I was exhausted, and.... pathetic. I hated having to hide away from Emma and Finn because one more site of them together would kill me. I was weak, and to the point where I am sure I can't even walk without stumbling. 

Testing my theory, I hesitantly stood up and padded to my door frame. My legs felt heavy and my eye lids did too. I couldn't even stand up with confidence... well, I lack that anyways. I am always hiding from my fears, and it crushes me. 

I ducked my head into Emma room and a lump built in my throat. It was so painful that I couldn't manage to swallow it down. As I stared at Finn, cuddling Emma at his side... it made me feel useless. 

I should just move out. 

Go somewhere far away, where Emma and Finn can't hurt me anymore. 

The worst part was, was that I couldn't go anywhere. This was my home, and Alfie and his friends were coming back today. They had a good little weekend together in Ibiza and came back to visit. Emma, of course, had been spending too much time with Finn that she probably won't even notice an elephant in a room. 

Em's POV

Finn's  hand pulled me closer and a smile stretched across my lips. He was perfect, the way he was tucked under the sheets, and as his hand snaked my waist, I couldn't of felt more happier. I was so lucky for Finn, and he was all I had.

His eyes gently opened, and his irises met with mine. I couldn't spot a single flaw on Finn, and it came to my attention that I was... too lucky. I don't deserve a guy like Finn... but then again I need him. Finn, like I said before, is all I have.

Finn sat up and kissed my cheek, as I blushed a dark red.  I hoped he didn't see it, but at this perfect moment I didn't care. 

I swung my legs out to the side of the bed, and rubbed the wedges of my eyes. 

"Morning beautiful." he looked me up and down. 

It suddenly struck me that I wasn't clothed. Well, not completely. I stood there frozen in my bra and undies. The only thing that was moving was my nervous breathing. By the look of Finn's face I swear he could hear it. My eyes noticed alcohol on the floor, which I guess explains the memory loss, but I never remember drinking it at all. 

"You ok?" his tone sounded concerned. 

"Yeah, I'm fine." I stammered. 

I found my eyes travelling down to Finn's boxer briefs but I stopped myself, and looked away. What had happened last night? Finn read my mind and only laughed.

"You don't think we-" he cut himself off with more laughter. 

"Nothing happened last night, don't get your nickers in a knot." he winked, shaking his head afterwards. 

And thank god for that. 

A wave of relief washed over me, as I walked over to my dressers. I pulled out a poka dot singlet and a mini shirt that matched it nicely. I liked it on my figure, and it suited me. Not to sound stuck up, but it did look nice. 

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