Forgive Me (Jack & Finn vampire fanfic)

Chapter Twenty- Nine

(A/N) Update Delay, I know. Sorry for the waiting my computer was being an ass and I couldn't even get into Wattpad this morning. But now I guess I have no excuse, so here it is. 

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Jack's POV

*Continued from Chapter Twenty- Eight*

I gulped down, and darted my head in every direction. My tears were hot and my throat burned something cronic. What happened back there?- I wondered. I ducked behind a corner and slid my way to the floor. I was now sitting on the cold surfaced floor which reminded me of how coldly Finn had spoken those words. Where had Finn actually gone to, because whoever beat me up back there wasn't the Finn that I knew. 

It hurt me that no one even helped me back there. This just shows how much I mean to everyone... nothing. Burying my head in my sweaty palm, small sobs poured over my hands, and dropped to my lap. My heart hurt. I would never do that to Finn. Finn is dating Emma and I would never be that disrespectful of another. 

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When the bell rung in my ears, I shot my head up from my desk and bolted out of the door. Getting away from Emma was my main priority, which is usually not like me. I would usually be trying to find Emma, even when she isn't here I look for her face. 

My feet swiftly zipped between everyone, as I almost sprinted to the front gates. Before I knew it, safe. I sighed in pure relief, and even to the point where I let out a small smile. 

"Jaaaack." A smooth voice almost made me trip over my own feet. 

My face felt instantly hot and the blood almost rushed from it as I stood frozen. The Figure. 

"Do I sense fear my dear Jack?" he asked, his smirk revealing his dark self. I couldn't speak, and nor did I want to. I was trapped, and it was the time of the day to relax. Apparently I was wrong. 

Shivers crept up my spine, and I felt vulnerable to his towering presence. He neared closer and his cold touch grazed across my cheek. 

"Why the long face?" he faked concern, and I swallowed hard. 

"Finn hit you again?" he laughed through his nose and it sickened me. The one person that I wanted to avoid had to always find my weakness and crush my self esteem. 

I gave an ashamed nod and stood back slowly. I was praying that I could get home alive, but now I had lost so much hope, that I was prepared for the worst. 

"You're pathetic Jack." He spat coldly, and I cringed at his harsh words. He sounded so much like Finn and it frightened me. Finn was bad enough, but a replica... even worse. Not to mention his horrible scent and appearance... no offence. 

A stray tear rolled off my cheek and dropped to the concrete. 

"You are far worse than your brother." his words stung and I swallowed down in order to prevent more tears. He shook his head and folded his arms. 

"At least your brother stands up for his self. You couldn't even hurt a fly." he spoke matter of factly. The sad part was that it was true, but someone telling it to your face hurt like knives. 

My head hung low and another tear sprung free. It hurt, knowing that you were just a waist of space. Knowing that you were good- for- nothing. Knowing that no one noticed you, and knowing that you were neglected from the people you cared about. 

Knowing that no one felt your pain... hurt. 

Maybe he was right. Maybe is am pathetic.  He had completely made my afternoon worse, and I had done absolutely nothing wrong. I couldn't of felt more shit. Emma at least helped me by punching Finn, but did she really kiss Eric? I guessed by her actions that it was an accident, but my walls were falling down. My last bit of hope had died... for good. 

I looked up feeling ashamed but he was gone. My worst nightmare was gone. A wave of relief came to me, as I picked up my pace. 

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I stumbled up the stairs and padded my feet towards my room. I dumped my bag at my doorway and ran my fingers through my hair. What a rough day, huh? - I thought to myself. I sat down on the edge of my bed and pity washed over me. I was pathetic, and too many times was I told this, that It had to be true.

It felt like someone was squeezing my heart and bending my bones. I felt... different. The feeling reminded me of the time I got into an argument with Finn. I felt both pathetic, and sad at the time, and to this day I can't remember what we fought over.

That was the day that I bit him. I was already a vampire (A monster) and Finn and I argued for the first time in ages. It got to the point that I was so frustrated that I took it out on him... and being a new born poor Finny didn't stand a chance.

His human soul didn't stand a chance and he was soon a vampire. A monster that he and I are today. A cold, disgusting, pathetic monster that people who know about us stand town's away from. People who don't know about us... are in more danger than they expect and being around Emma couldn't of been more of a teaser.

The horror still haunts me today, and Finn's normal life was destroyed because of me. Finn was mad at me before he turned, and his attitude set... as angry and frustrated at me. This is the major problem as to why Finn gets angry at me and bully's me... to the point where it is uncontrollable. 

Finn can't help it when he hurts me, because it is his vampire self that is destined to take his anger out on me. Your attitude sets when you turn... and Finn's attitude was... frustrated and furious towards me. 

I snapped out of my trance, and just in time for Emma and Finn to arrive home. I could hear the front door slam behind them as they trekked up the stairs. My breathing felt like it had stopped, and most of the time vampires can't hear their breathing. Strange, I know. Sometimes you can hear it, sometimes you can't depending on your mood. 

"I'm sorry about today.." Finn's voice was small and held hints of shame. 

"No, I should be sorry." Emma trailed off, "He just kissed me out of the blue and I was least expecting it.." her voice drifted off with lack of words, and there was a pause. 

Well I guess that explains things. Eric obviously was excited in reuniting their friendship... or previous relationship. I furrowed my eyebrows, wondering if Finn was planning to beat up Eric tomorrow, or maybe he has already? 

Out of sheer curiosity, I poked my head around the corner and my heart froze. They were kissing. Passionately and full of desire and... love almost. It shredded the layers of my heart and my eyes felt puffy. 

I was crying. 

"Finn, I am so sorry." She broke the kiss, panting, inches away from his face.

"Don't be, babe. As long as you are here now." His smirk re appeared as his hands snaked her waist. The gap was filled between them and my chest tightened. 

"I wouldn't do that to you. I would never kiss Jack... I promise." She vowed and my eyes fogged with sorrow. Tears fell without effort to floor and made a light thud on the wooden surface. I ducked back into my room and I could feel it. I could feel the solid pain that ignited my body with such a fierce sensation. My throat was raw and tears spluttered out. 

I am pathetic. 

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Can you even call this a chapter? It is short and sketchy, but I just needed to show Jack's emotions a bit. 

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