Part 4

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On Friday I was talking a lot again to Mark. My day went quite the same way as the other days before. But in the evening something happened. I was watching TV and Mark sent me message.

  "Hey Hannah..."

  "Hi Mark. Whats wrong? You seem like something is wrong", I was a bit worried.

  "Hannah my classmate hacked my account so I need to delete it. Can you tell that to others in the group chat? I will also add you to another group chat so can you please tell it also there? Please Hannah" Mark sent and suddenly I felt really bad. I literally wanted to cry.

  "Okay", I typed with tears in my eyes.

  "Thank you Hannah!"

  "Im gonna miss you T-T", I typed and that was my last message to him.

   He left from the group chat i have made and I started explaining the reason to others. He added me into another group and said goodbye and that I'm going to explain why and then he left the group.

  "Who are you? What are you to Mark?" they asked me right after I had explained the thing to them.

  "Im just a friend. He just told me that I should tell you guys why he had to leave", I explained. The ones who were online started talking in tagalog. A filipino language. They didn't have any idea that I understood every single word they spoke.

  "Hey I told you already that im just his friend! Oh and I understood everything you just said", I bursted and left the group. I didn't want to stay there with people I didn't know at all. I opened Mark's and my chatroom and just started crying hysterically. Glad my parents weren't at home. They didn't even know that I was talking online with some random people. 

I continued my life even though it was really hard. I spent most of my time in my room just listening to sad kpop songs and crying.

Soon the school ended and our summer holiday started. On the next Monday after graduation day my summer job started. I went to my friend's mom's work. First I didn't have any idea that she was also a kpopper nowadays. The Monday went at work and after the day I was just sooooo exhausted and went straight to bed.

On Tuesday I woke up around 5:00 AM since we had to go to work. The boss separated me and my friend and I was putting the price tags. Suddenly my phone vibrated. I checked it fast. It was just from one group chat. I put my phone away and concentrated. Well I tried to concentrate on doing the job. My mind was wandering. I was just hoping Mark to contact me. My phone kept vibrating over and over. Soon the break will start and I can check all the messages. The bell ring as the sign of the break. Everyone stopped their working. I took my phone out of my pocket. WHAAAAAT????? 233 messages. I opened my kakaotalk. Most of the messages were from the group chat. But then there was 20 new messages from a person I didn't know at all. This person's name was in korean so I didn't have any clue what it meant. And as a picture were a picture about  that little green creature from The Monsters OY.

I opened the chatroom.

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