Pathetic love

Part 8

few weeks went by and Mark hadn't answered to any of my messages. I decided to give his ID to Clara. Which was of course such a bad idea. But at that time I didn't know that.

I got a message from Mark.

"Hannah we gotta talk... WHY THE HELL DID YOU GIVE MY KIK TO CLARA??? ITS MY PRIVACY!!! GO AND CHECK THE DOCTOR!! YOU ARE MENTAL!!" he shouted again to me. I told him that I was just so mad because he called me the ugliest girl he had ever seen and that hurt me just so much. He put me to say to Clara that everything is okay now.

Everything were fine now and I was happy. No long time after that, one girl added me on kakaotalk. She said her name is Jessica and she is Tina's friend. Tina asked her to add me so I could add her into some groupchat. She seemed really nice. She has a youtube channel and it turned out that i had actually seen one of her covers. She told me that Tina was the nice one even though she was part of the cool gang. Which basically consisted of Mark, Marissa and Tina. Jessica told me that Mark was the president of their school and he is the most famous guy in there. He bet every single guy in sports and he dances, sings, plays guitar, piano and drums. And Tina is the best volleyball player, best dancer and she dates Mark. And Marissa is a ballerina and she plays piano, violin and huilu.

I talked few days with Jessica and then Marissa added me on kakaotalk. So I talked also to her. She is just sooooo pretty. I talked few days more to them but suddenly it happened. Marissa deleted he kakaotalk, Tina deleted her kakaotalk, Jessica deleted her kakaotalk and Mark deleted his kik. I was now more down than ever before. I just lost three person whom became so important to me.

Before Mark deleted his kik though i asked him if he could come to Finland for a tour and he said: "ofc so i can meet you babe."

I know it sounds silly to say im in love with some dude whom ive never met but theres just something what makes me want to be with him. 

Again I started living just a normal teenage girl's life. School, friends, family. While my online friend community grew its growth, my real life friend community began to shrink. I lost most of my friends but it didn't matter to me so much since I still had my online community.

On one Thursday I was hanging out with my bestie Tia. We've been friends now already for 9 years. We were watching Vampire Diaries while I got a message on kakaotalk. I wished it was Mark but unfortunately it wasn't. There wasn't even a name. And what is weird this person, possibly a guy, said: "Hi cutie". And normally people start the chat with Hello or Hi or introducing themselves and telling where they got your ID. But this dude didn't.

  "who are you?" I texted.

"I'm your fan" he answered.

"Who are you??" I texted back. I wanted to know who he was. I was 100% sure it was a he. He didn't tell me anything else. Instead he asked me whether I had a crush or a boyfriend. I couldn't answer to that since I thought it's unpolite to text while Tia was here so I threw my phone on the bed And I had some great time with my bestie.