Pathetic love

Part 6

We talked few days with Mark. Then on third day during our relationship he sent me a message after my work. He said he is going to have an audition and they are going to examine his phone so they could get to know if he is qualified in being a trainee. which also means no girlfriend. He told me that he loves me more than anyone and anything in the world. Also that when he is famous, he will show his love towards me in tv. I felt so miserable. And not only about the break-up, but also because he got mad at me since I had to go shopping with my mom. In the shop I went hiding between the kids section so I could still talk with him.

I was nearly crying begging him that I truly love him. More than anyone or anything. When my mom noticed me there, she bragged me with her and took my phone away. Back in the car, I checked my phone and apologized Mark of my absence. His messages were breaking my heart. He also sent few pictures about his face, some lovely sad quotes and pictures of couples. He promised it will be us within 10 years.

When I got back home, I just closed myself in my room and started crying like a maniac because of him and us to break up. I got him to send me a voice note.

"Hannah... I love you... So much... But please... Forget me", said his voice note. His voice was quite light but still you could clearly notice that it was a guy's voice. It was such a weird feeling. I was happy and sad at the same time. Happy because I finally got to hear his voice and sad because of this whole situation. Maybe ten minutes later I received a message from Mark saying that he is a player and he was just playing with me because I was just a easy target. I went really mad because he said it. Though he sweared that he really loves me. We talked still a bit and then it was time to really say the goodbyes. I was left alone with a broken heart crying everything silently out.