Pathetic love

Part 25

weeks went by. I was able to finish my elementary school or basic education. I was happy. Well sort of. I was still really sad about what happened to me and Mark. So I decided to make a group chat. I still had Mark's old accounts so I added all of them in one group. There I expressed all my feelings towards him etc. However I didn't know that he would reactivate his account. He had read all the messages in that group and he got really mad at me.

Once we got out of elementary, it was time to go to either vocational school or high school. I chose to go to high school and unfortunately I wasn't able to go to IB so I ended up going to bilingual school. English and finnish.

In order to get over Mark, I decided to search some guy and get into a relationship. To my luck, I found one guy. He was from Myanmar. He was really cute and he said I'm beautiful etc. However I'm not sure about my feelings... Do I love Youngchan or do I love Mark. Still.

Few months ago I booked tickets to KCON. It is a convention for kpoppers. My friend Ellie asked me to come there with her. We were both really excited. We would meet each other for the first time. Of course we had talked every single day but it is always different to meet someone in real life. 

Unfortunately on the same day was my grandmom's birthday gift. I had bought the tickets long time ago so it was okay for all of them that I didn't come with them. In the morning we picked up my auntie and we drove together to Turku. We were about 45 minutes too early so we went around there for awhile. They had to go and I stayed there. I bought some ice cream to myself and checked few shops. After 20 minutes Ellie texted me

"We are here now. Where are you Hannah?" I told her where I was. It took only few minutes and I saw one tall girl jogging towards me. It took few seconds for me to realize that it was Elise, Ellie's friend. We waited there for awhile so that Ellie could also find us. I was a bit shocked about her height. She was a lot taller than I expected. 

Elise was a really slender girl with red bob cut. She was wearing a white cardigan and black skirt with black stockings. Ellie was wearing an EXO shirt and black jeans and she had white and black flanel around her waist. She had put her blonde hair into cute pigtails. 

I hugged both of them and since we had still few minutes time, we just roamed around the place and finally we went inside. First we checked small flea market and I bought there few CD's: SMtown mix, Super Junior Sorry Sorry, ToppDogg and Nine Muses. Downstairs they had quiz. We were really excited. Specially I was really confident as a multifan. Our name was Odd Squad. On that quiz they had lots of quizzes. And the background music was BIg Bang's Bang x3. I really like kahoot games because they are really fun. Odd Squad came 3rd and we were happy. Soon after that was Flashmob rehearsal and I had really waited this moment. There were 3 girls teaching all the choreographies. Ellie and Elise didn't participate but they still stayed in that room. After the practise we went out to a square and filmed the whole thing. It was really fun since everyone was really into it.

Unfortunately during the flashmob, our music went a bit mixed up and there came wrong songs at wrong time. However soon the staff fixed this fact and we got to dance the flashmob successfully. After the flashmob we went back inside. We chatted while walking. We used stairs to get to different levels. In the middle of the first staircase there came one asian guy. Ellie noticed him also and after noticing that we both noticed the guy, we looked at each other mouths wide open. Elise was just wondering why on earth we were standing there mouths open. 

We checked one shop and after that we went to Burger King to eat something. We ate and talked maybe few hours. Then we headed back inside. On the way to one floor, there was one very comfy looking sofa. I looked there and I saw the same asian guy sitting there.

"Hannah. That asian guy we saw earlier, he sits on the sofa and he glances here quite often. Actually to be exact, he is looking at you" Ellie said. I looked at his direction and Ellie was right. he was looking at me. I put my phone on a recording mode, flipped the case and started recording him.

We headed out and went to a karaoke room. There were so many people that we were unable to sing. The machine was like singstar with kpop. After the karaoke thingy, we headed to a disco. We all danced like crazy and had so much fun. My new friends were super nice and I felt really happy for the fact that I had a chance to meet that kind of people.