Pathetic love

Part 15

I didn't hear from Mark again in few weeks. Then we had game day at school and i got a message from him. He was so excited but sad at the same time. He told me that he asked from the higher ups if its possible to have a europe tour and go to for example finland. and they said yes. So we were both super excited.

"I am going to be in the next boy band they will release", he texted

"OMGG Im so gonna buy a VIP ticket!!" I replied.

"And then I will take you to the backstage with me. Im so excited! This is our chance to finally meet. The sad thing in this is just that we are not able to talk in 3-4 months..." This was really awesome news but very sad as well... 

Weeks went by and school ended. Christmas came and we had a huge party and all of us got lots of presents. My cousin bought me two BTS albums, korean makeup stuff and BTS poster. I was sooooo happy. The only thing which made me sad was Mark's absence. I couldn't receive a single message.

On a new years eve my bestie came our place with her family and we ate cheese fondue. After we ate this delicious dish, we went out and shoot some fireworks. My besties father is an engineer and he had made his own fireworks. And they were huge and beautiful. After this we went back inside and had our dessert. Unfortunately I couldn't watch MAMA because they were at our place but luckily MAMA came also on the next day. 

On the next day we ate our breakfast and it lasted until 2 pm. then we started watching some movie. Just having lazy family time.The movie was quite weird but interesting at the same time. During the movie I got a message. I checked it who it was. It was Mark.

"Hi, if you're reading this, hope you are happy  and everything is okay with you. You are an amazing and beautiful human being. No matter what people say, you will always stay perfect for me :D <3 I love you more than you could imagine. Yes, I might be not telling you that...But you are important to me. I feel so empty without you. Im being mean sometimes and might hurting you a lot, but I love you more than anything or anyone on this planet. I'm glad that i know you<3 Its been like a year since we know each other...We never met in reality, but i feel like we were meant for each other and were together since the very beginning. Like billions of years ago. When the Big Bang happened. Our atoms were always together and never left each other. So now you have to know, that we both have to be together. You will always stay gorgeous to me. Sometimes, I don't even understand why are you being so nice to me... I don't even deserve such a perfection like you... Hannah, i don't know if you still love me... But I do. I can't stop thinking of you every day and night... If I had a chance to, I would die for you. At least you'd be okay. I kow, I am insanely crazy, but i have to tell you this. I am sorry for everyrhing I've done to you. I love you, Hannah" Said his message. After this message I'm sure I was blushing. Then he sent me pictures of him and geez he is handsome. Only bad thing is that he has strecth earrings. He told me that the company pressured him to do the plastic surgery.

I stopped talking with him because he had to go training again. I continued watching tv with parents. After the movie there came Night At The Museum 2 and after that MAMA.

I was a bit disappointed in MAMA because I had seen some teasers from it and there were all my favourite groups and solos performing. Even though it was a bit disappointing MAMA, I recorded it. 

Few days after this was my father's friend's birthday party. There were all the same faces I used to see whenever we went to any of their parties. There were not so many people and most of the time I was just talking with my friend. The food was a bit lame. I mean it was good but the amount wasn't enough and it was basically just coffee and cakes.

When it was time to leave, all the men were drunk as always, so my mum had to drive. On the way we also dropped few other people to their homes because they were way too drunk to survive alone there.

"Hannah.. I have something to tell you..." said Mark's message i got when i sat into the car.