Pathetic love

Part 22

On the next morning I had received a new message. It was from Jinho:

"Hannah! thank you so much! Marissa showed Mark your video and he shook his wrist! Thank you so much!" I started crying because I was so happy. I texted Tina soon and she was also so happy about it.

I wasn't still able to talk to Mark. So instead of talking to him, I was talking with Sangyoon. at one point we were talking about Mark's drawings.

"You know Mark draws really strange drawings. He is good drawer but his drawings are so weird and dark. Once he drew a girl. But he never showed it to me. When I asked him why he doesn't draw humans, he said to me: "I don't draw humans, because I hate then. There are some beautiful creatures. And I'm going to draw one. She desecreation this. That's the least I could do. To the kindest creature on earth". Not long after that i noticed a drawing of a girl on his table. apparently it was the birthday gift he gave it to you", Sangyoon told me referring to the drawing Mark gave me as my bday gift. He had drawn me in manga style.

"And believe me when I say that Mark was being so mad at himself because he thought it sucked. That's why he never showed it to anyone. but i saw it accidentally", he continued.

I was so happy when I heard that Mark had actually put some effort to my birthday gift. This conversation happened in the afternoon while I was jogging. So when I came from jogging, I stretched and went to eat dinner with my parents. After the dinner I went shower and dried my long dark brown hair, put winnie the pooh pyjamas on and went to sleep.

On the next day I went normally to school. During lunch break I received a new message. This time it was from Mark:

" Hello Hannah, I want to THANK YOU for keeping me alive. Thats the least I could do, but If I had a chance I would thank you thousand times. Thankyou so much. Words can't express how meanful you are. that's why your voice woke me up. Yes, I will never success my dream, but I'm still alive :) I am okay now and happy that people actually need me. Especially you. I feel so honored. Thank you for being by my side even in the hard times!!! THANK YOU. And I meant it" said his message. I almost started crying there in the canteen. To be honest few tear drops were coming down from my eyes.

We talked for awhile. He told me that he is still out of place and that he is still in hospital. And that he is really happy that I was actually the one who was able to wake him up.

During the next days I was super busy with my school and I didn't want to bother Mark, so we didn't talk at all during those few days.

On Monday after school I went for jogging again. It was raining but it didn't matter. It was exactly one year since our dog died so I was really upset. And the rain could hide my tears. Sangyoon had texted me again during my jogging session. He told me that Mark has really tough times in school. All the students are bullying him and he is all the time in his own world. After hearing that, I started crying even more. I started to be a bit worried about him to be honest...