Pathetic love

Part 7

Gladly the next day was better. At leased I thought it was. I still had a terrible pain in my heart and I was missing Mark so much. But I was alive and I had my friends there with me.

   Suddenly after my work I got a message from a person I didn't know. This person was saying that she was Mark's friend and she wanted to talk to me since she saw my name on Mark's phone. It must have been about his status since he wrote 'Hannah is my lovely cupcake'. So I added her and started talking. I wanted to be friends with her but she didn't. She started saying that what I am to Mark and also did I like him. I decided to deny everything because this girl seemed like she was really mad at me. While my mom went to shop and I stayed in the car talking with this girl. 

  Finally when I told her that yea I like Mark, she told me that I should kill myself because Mark and she are dating. Already two years. And she also called me bitch, liar and I'm the ugliest girl she has ever seen and that she just can't understand how on earth Mark could have cheated her with me. We had quite long and intensive fight and I lost it. I felt just so bad. The guy I truly liked had lied to me and his girlfriend had just cursed at me. She was so beautiful though that I didn't even wonder why they've been dating such a long time. OK two years isn't long but still longer than any of my relationships. Which was the time with Mark.

  Then suddenly she stopped talking and I was wondering where she'd gone. Soon she came back and told me that he just broke up with Mark. Since she actually didn't care about him since last year. She only loved him that one year from their relationship.

Then she suddenly was friendly and asked if I had Line. I told her that I didn't have it and that I only had kakaotalk and kik.

  "Ohhhhh... Well you see... Mark has a kik" She replied to me and actually gave his kik ID.

  "Why you are helping me?" I wanted to know.

  "Stupid bitch. I'm not helping you. I'm helping Mark!" she replied nastily to me

  "Then why did you give me his ID then?"

  "Because you might be his true love", she told me.

I added Mark on kik and sent him a message.

"Hey Hannah! Omg! How did you get my kik? O.o?"

I told him about Tina And he was shocked.

"Tina did that? No way! She would never do anything like that. Unless if she is jealous... Trust me Hannah. Tina and I have been friends since we were 4", he told me.

Few weeks went by and I was talking with one friend from Canada. She was also a friend of Mark and she wanted to talk with him. So I decided to ask Mark's permission but he didn't want that so I didn't also tell her his ID. 

I was kind of shocked of what I was doing. I was kind of living two lives. The one with my family and friends and then online. And nobody knew about my online life. Except my online friends of course.

Then one day after my summer work I went to shop with my mom again and I stayed in the car. I said whats up to Mark and he replied ceiling. At that time my English wasn't good so I didn't know what it meant and he went nuts because of it. He was super mad.

"YOU ARE THE UGLIEST GIRL IVE EVER SEEN!!!!!" he shouted.

I begged him to calm down and I apologized many times but he just got angrier every single time. He didn't let me to talk even to his twin sister. I was just so mad about it and went straight to cry everything out to Clara. The girl living in Canada.