Pathetic love

Part 21

I kept crying on and on in my room. I was so worried about Mark. I just prayed the whole day. 

On the next day I took my rosary to school and just kept praying. We had our group advisor class and as always our teacher was late. While I was waiting, I just talked with Jinho, Tina and Sangyoon. They were all Mark's friends. I ended up crying like some waterfall. Unfortunately no one even noticed me. Finally my friend Lucy noticed and asked me what's wrong. I told her the story somewhat and she hugged me.  Jinho told me that he is still in coma. He also said that Mark's parents and sister is now there besides Jinho.

"Can you please tell Mark that I love him so much and he should wake up? I have heard that people in coma can still hear or notice their surroundings", I texted Jinho and walked into the classroom since our teacher just came.

"Hannah... actually I got a better idea. You could record something and send it to me. I can show it to Mark or then Marissa can show it to him", he texted me back. I got my hopes up. The rest of the schoolday I was in my own bubble again. After school i biked fast to home and recorded something really fast. I ended up making three videos where I told Mark to quickly wake up and recover since we all love him very much. Especially me. I told him also that I would not be able to live, if he is gone. 

I sent my videos to Jinho and he told me that he actually saved them and sent them to Marissa since he is actually really busy with his photoshoots. Marissa had thanked Jinho and told me that she gave special thanks to me and that she would show Mark those videos after they landed safely in the USA.

Again I just kept praying the whole day and night. Somehow I was able to hide all this from my parents. They had no clue that something this big was happening in my life. I felt like I was living in my own dramaworld where everything existed only because of Mark.