Barry and Nova

Nova

As I wait in the freezing cold weather for my bus. I pull my black sweater down over my wrists. I don't want anyone seeing the cuts that cover them. You are probably thinking "why do you cut?", or "are you not smart enough to cut somewhere else?". Well for those people who asked the second question clearly not. Thanks. You'll find out soon why I cut. As the bus pulls in front of my driveway I look down at my black leather jeans and my black high-top converse. I adjust the white Jansport book bag that I drew all over with on sharpies (I like sharpies by the way). I climb into the giant yellow death trap. I can instantly feel every eye look at me and watch me as I walk to the back of the bus. I'm the second to last person on my bus and it will take exactly 15 minutes to get to school from the last person's house so, I decide to listen to some music. I pull out my phone from the front zipper of by book bag. I have no texts because I have no friends. I decide to listen to We Are The In Crowd because I'm obsessed with their music at the moment. I believe I can never have a favorite song because I love music so much. Music is a huge part of my life. I love to sing, draw, act, dance and write... pretty much anything I can do to escape reality. Like I can pretty much create and produce an entire cartoon. (Which I have done multiple times.) I have no life as you can see (again I have no friends). I'm one of those people who read books at lunch. I actually enjoy it. After we get the last student we make our way to Dreamlake High School. I'm a senior in High School and I am 17 years old. I should probably tell you more about me. Well I originally had dark blonde hair then I self dyed it red and black. I have green blue eyes and I am 5 foot 6 inches. My favorite color is black and I love to read and write my own stories. I am super depressing and have only attempted suicide twice.