Barry and Nova

Barry pt. 63

I fucked up. I made the biggest fuck up of my life, I don't think it could get worse than this. I've lost my child, my girlfriend (the girl I wanted to marry). She's gone, everything is gone. I've lost her thus I've lost everything. I want to get her back, but why would she take me back? Look what I did, I cheated on her, while she was pregnant with my child. So I guess this is it, the beginning of the end. I text her back "Nov, I'm really sorry. I really am. Please come back so we can talk about it." I start crying and the girl asks "what's wrong?" And I look at her "leave me the fuck alone! Never talk to or even look at me again!" I say as she starts to cry and runs away and people stare at me. "What the fuck are you looking at?!" I yell as I slowly walk to my car and go for a drive, probably not the best idea since I can barely see but who would care if anything happens. "This is my fault. You did this! You aided the one person that would actually care if you died to leave!" I say to myself as I drive away from the school, heading home.