Treadmill (Harry Styles) [COMPLETE] {EDITED}

Chapter 58

MY EVERYTHING

Harry

I look at Angie walking fast to get to the entrance of the plane. As soon as I can't see Angie, I run to my car. I unlock my car and turn the music on as loud as I can and that's when I break down and cry. I can't believe I won't see her for a long ass time. I don't exactly know when I'll be able to visit her or her to visit me. We're both so busy these upcoming days and I just don't know how and when I'll be visiting her.

I stay in my car for another good hour to settle down and get my thoughts straight. I then drive back to my car. There was nothing but music that filled the car, I was so tired from crying and from saying good bye.

I hate saying good bye, especially to the people that I love and that I never want to say good bye to. It's probably not a big deal that she's going home to Sarasota, but that's the thing, we don't know exactly when we will be able to see each other. All we can do right now is talk through the phone or video chat through Skype.

I pull up to my driveway and get out of the car and enter the empty house. I toss my keys on the counter and rush up to my bedroom. Nobody is home, not even Louis. He's still out with Eleanor. I slowly open my bedroom door and turn the overhead lighting on. First thing I look at is the floor, I don't see Angie's shoes on the floor anymore, or her suit case or even her slippers. I'm starting to miss her already.

Next, I look at my desk, I see presents on the desk. I walk over to it and see that there are multiple boxes.

I open the biggest one first and it is framed pictures of me and Angie throughout this summer. There were ten pictures. One picture was when I took her to this restaurant where I asked her to be my girlfriend. I still remember that moment, clear as day.

The second one was when we were in her hotel room for the first time when I really liked her camera.

The third one are me, her, Gemma, mum and Robin. This was when we visited them back home and where she was so nervous to meet my parents for the first time.

The fourth one was the picture of me and Angie in Sarasota during their 4th of July celebration.

The fifth one was with her family and my family in her house in Sarasota.

The sixth one was when her parents went to visit London before we left for Sarasota. The seventh one was with Allie and Ricky, the couple who stayed in the same hotel as Angie and who stayed across her room.

The eighth one being me and her when she came back to apologise, this was during her birthday celebration.

The ninth one was when Angie and I weren't together yet and were still friends and went to Funky Buddha along with the lads and Allie.

The last one was when we went to Surrey together. I remember when we were in Surrey and she told me to drive her to the picture developing shop and that's when she developed these pictures and the pictures she took whilst she was here. I can't help but become emotional just by looking at these.

There was another box, it was long and small. I opened it and it was a necklace with a letter A on it. I take it out and put it around my neck right away.

The last box was light, I opened it and it was numerous envelopes. I looked at the back of one of the envelopes and it said "Open when... You feel sad and you need something to cheer you up." These letters are definitely going to make me happy. I take the frames and put them on the shelves, making room for our pictures. I put my favourite one, which is the first one, on my desk next to my lamp. My second favourite, which is the last one the one we took in Surrey, and put it on my bedside table next to my small clock. I can't help but smile at the pictures she framed and gave to me.

I sit on the bed and see that there's a piece of paper resting on my pillow. It says "Harry" on it and I grab it and open it, it's a letter from Angie.

Harry,

I am writing this whilst you are loading the car. I am so sorry that I didn't help you, I'm such a jerk haha. First of all, I hope you like the pictures I've developed and framed. Remember when we were in Surrey and that I told you to wait for me outside the Photo Studio so that I can develop the pictures? It was so hard to keep them from you because you wanted to see what I printed. I hope you like the necklace, it's a bit cliché that it's my first name initial but I really hope you like it. I bought it in Sarasota and I was going to give it to you when I came back to London to apologise for being a stuck up bitch. Lastly, I hope you like the letters I've made for you. I made those when you were in the Studio working or when you were playing golf with Niall. Only open them when you have to.

My lovely boyfriend and my love, thank you for everything. I am so thankful and grateful to have met a man like you, a man who truly cares about his other half. I would have no idea how I'll be if I haven't met you. Thank you for loving me, for taking care of me, and for making me feel like the most beautiful girl on earth (which obviously is not true but thank you for making me feel beautiful for who I am). Thank you THANK YOU. I can never thank you enough for everything that you've done for me.

I promise to make this work. I promise to love you always and forever. I know it's crazy that I'm saying this because we haven't even been dating for a long time but it feels like I've known you for so long. I'm sorry for all the shit I've done. I will never forgive myself for that. But I just don't get how you can forgive me, either way, I love you and will always love you. I promise to send you "Good Morning" and "Good Night" texts every day. I promise to visit you often. I promise to be there for you through rough times. I'm not going anywhere. Yes, I'll be far away from you, but I will always be in your heart as you are to me. I will always be one phone call away. I love you my other half, I can't wait for the next time I'm going to see you.

Take care of yourself please. Remember to always be happy. I'm going to be fine here in Sarasota. Get as much rest as you can when you're on tour. Don't overdo yourself. Don't stress too much. I will always believe in you no matter what. Remember to drink lots of water and to rest your voice. Remember to enjoy your tour. I'll definitely be there to watch you perform in Tampa and Orlando, and I will call you when I am free and I will take the next flight out to watch you. I love you forever and always.

I love you, goodbye,

Angelica Harris xxx

I'm going to miss her.

She's my everything.