Treadmill (Harry Styles) [COMPLETE] {EDITED}

Chapter 41

CONFUSED FEELINGS

Angie

"Hey," He says.

"Hi," I reply, smiling.

"Why'd do call?" Tyler says,

"We need to talk..." I pause and take a deep breath. "Tyler, I don't know." I simply say, I actually don't know what I'm talking about,

"About what Angie?" Tyler replies, almost too quietly,

"Where are you?" I ask, trying to clear my head with all these thoughts running in my mind.

"Savannah's place, just hanging out." He utters and I nod, "What's wrong?"

"Oh nothing," I lie,

"I know you Angie, I know you're lying." He does know me well.

"I'm not so sure,"

"About what,"

"A-About... U-us." I stutter.

"What about us?" He mumbles, I try swallowing the growing lump in my throat.

"I don't know actually."

"Angie, listen to me." He pauses and I hear him sigh, "I know you love Harry so much, and I know there won't be anything happening between us and-"

"How do you know that? That there won't be anything happening between us?!" I reply, too angrily, raising my voice. I head to the hotel suite bedroom and sit on the bed.

"You have a boyfriend Angie! And you made it pretty clear that you don't want me back. I bet you don't even believe that I changed, and this change is all for you! God dammit, Angie, I would do anything to get you back but I can't because I don't want to be the reason why you and Harry will break up." He reasons out,

"I just don't know what to feel Ty."

"What do you really feel?" He ask, what do I really feel?

"Confused,"

"About what?" He questions and I can't help but pause to arrange my thoughts. "Tell me,"

"About you and Harry," I honestly say

"Do you love him?" He asks,

I don't answer.

"Angie!"

I can't answer and I don't know why.

"Help me God! Do you love Harry?" His voice gets louder,

"I don't know Ty! I don't know!" I shout and tears start to fall.

"Then why are you with him?" His voice was calmer and I sob. "Please don't cry,"

"Because he's special." I mumble too softly and quickly.

No one talked, all I hear is breathing, both of us inhaling and exhaling.

"I don't know what to do." I say trying to break the silence, tears still falling.

"Then you should go continue what you have with him." He says and I hear him sigh, his voice is weaker and softer,

"What?" I ask,

"I'll be the one to move out of the picture for the two of you to be happy."

"That's not what I want," I mumble,

"Then what do you want Angie?! You're confusing me!"

"I don't want to lose either of you! That's what I fucking want Tyler!" I shout my voice is shakey with all the tears falling down.