When I awake, I can't help but feel awful. I have no idea what I was thinking. Why'd I make a move? Why did I sleep with him? I just got so caught up in the moment with Andy, because truthfully, I missed him. But I felt awful because Frank is my boyfriend and I haven't even slept with him yet. No one was awake yet, so o threw on some clothes, did my hair and makeup really fast, and got out of the bus. I have no clue where we are, but it doesn't really matter because I just need to take a walk. There are decisions that need to be made. What do I do? I feel like I need to tell Frank what happened, but if I do, I'm afraid of what will happen. Most likely, he'll break up with me, which I absolutely deserve. As I'm thinking, I hear someone calling me. I turn around and see Mikey.
"Mikey? What're you doing?" I asked.
"Looking for you. What's wrong? I can sense you're not doing good." I decide that I'm going to tell him what happened, because he gives the best advice at times.
"Okay. Let's sit down. It's a long story," I said, sitting on a bench. "Last night, I went with Andy. He wanted to talk about us, and what went wrong. So we had a good talk, and I went up to his hotel room with him, and, well, I think you know what comes next. I feel awful and guilty and I don't know what to do," I said. Mikey put an arm around me.
"Well sis, my best advice for you is to tell Frank. I know you probably don't want to, and it's going to screw your relationship up, but he deserves to know. I mean, if he did that to you, as much as it would kill you, wouldn't you want to know?"
"I would. I get your point. I guess I'll just tell him. This is going to be so hard, but it's my fault. I was the one who was stupid enough to fuck with my ex boyfriend, so I get what I deserve." At this point I had tears in my eyes.
"I'm proud of you, Scarlett. The right thing to do is always the hardest. Let's head back now." Mikey said. I reluctantly got up and walked back with Mikey. I was silently crying , but it's ok because as soon as I get inside that bus I'm going to have to talk to Frank. When we reached the bus, I opened the door and walked in. Once Frank saw me, he gave me a sad look.
"What's wrong, babe?" He asked.
"Come outside with me," I said. Once we were outside, I couldn't hold back anymore. I just said it.
"I slept with Andy,"
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Gerard's Little Sister (COMPLETED)
Fiksi PenggemarScarlett Way loves living in New Jersey with her two brothers Gerard and Mikey. But when My Chemical Romance makes it big, the boys have a big tour to attend. Being very attached to her brothers, Scarlett tags along and goes on tour with them. But w...