Perfections' Wake ~ Book 1

❤Meeting Josh. Fucking. Ramsay❤

Chapter 4  

We arrived at the dressing room of Marianas Trench. I was freaking out, then the bodyguard opened the door after a few brief knocks to let us in. I forced a composed face, but it didn't work. I had a stupid big huge grin on my face. I looked over at Erin, and noticed she had the same face... That just made me smile wider.

"Ey Josh... Yeah I got em I think man." The bodyguard stated a little unsure.

"Them?" Josh stated from the back. We couldn't see him yet.

"Yeah she has a friend."  

"Oh okay." Said Josh. Just then his perfect body appeared in the door frame. Both his hands were placed on either side of it. He was wearing black converse, leather dark blue pants, black tee... OhGod. I can't contain myself as I let my eyes lock with his. Oh. My. Lord. I was getting lost in his eyes just then when...

"Can I get a name?" Josh asked. 

I snapped out if my oogly paradise and was instantly embarrassed. My cheeks started feeling hot then my whole face. God Sarah you're such an idiot, I silently scolded myself.

"Um-u-uh yeah it's Sarahanne... But you can call me Sarah if you want." I said sheepishly.  

"Wow that is such a beautiful name Sarahanne. I think I will just stick with your full name it's unique." He smiled his breathtaking million dollar smile and I instantly wanted to be the reason he smiled all the time.❤ 

"Th-thanks." I was now stammering like a stupid baboon and I couldn't keep this childish grin off my face. Josh stepped back from the door frame and gestured his hand into the dressing room inviting us in.

"And you must be Sarahanne's friend..." Josh implied trailing off slightly in an inqusitive manner.

"Uh Erin." She replied quickly. He put his hand out to shake both our hands. Wow, did he have a nice handshake. It was firm yet soft and reassuring. That one touch made me melt. I started blinking a little too rapidly... All the while my heart faltering. Josh didn't seem to notice as he waved off the bodyguard politely asking him to make sure everyone was getting out of the venue safely.

"Sit down please." Josh gestured to a leather couch while he walked over to sit down on a matching leather chair.

"So you're probably wondering why I wanted you to come and sit with me in my dressing room..." He said matter-of-faculty. "I swear I'm not a pedophile or rapist or anything." He said comically and raised an eyebrow in my direction. I started laughing.

"Uh yeah I was a little curious as to why you wanted me here too." I said between chuckles.

He laughed once more and said, "I wanted to meet you. After we locked eyes during the concert there was something inside of me that made me need to see you. A fire just kinda started in my chest and I had this drive to meet you... And now here you are as beautiful and attractive as can be." Josh teased raising both eyebrows this time in an amused tone. I laughed again because I was not sure how to take the complement. I don't get much complements other than from Erin occasionally. I looked down awkwardly unsure of what to do next.

"Hey uh I'm sure the guys wouldn't mind if you stayed the night in our tour bus..." Josh said looking from Erin to me. I immediately thought of Kayla and work.

Erin sensed it and quickly said, "Yeah Josh she would love to, but sadly I can't I have church tomorrow with it being Sunday and all." Erin stated trying her best to look like she was telling the truth. "I've got everything covered." She whispered in my ear as Josh was taking a short phone call.

"Okay girl, thanks so much! You know how much this means to me! Are you sure?" I replied with raised eyebrows and a concerned look on my face.

"Yes I'm one hundred percent sure. You need this." She replied and smiled her full beautiful smile reassuring me instantly. Erin patted my hand and stood up.  

"All-allright. Okay. Alright, well... Mhm I'll talk to you later I'm a little busy right now. Okay bye." Josh finished up his phone call.

"Sorry ladies, just some business stuff." He said.

"That's okay Josh... but uhh I think I'm gonna head out because I need to get home before my dog pees in my living room." She said laughing lightly. I laughed too, but for the reason that she was lying. Yeah, she didn't have a dog. "Bye Josh it was great to meet you! Tell Matt and the others I said hi." Erin said then went in for a hug with Josh.

He accepted it and said, "Yeah it was nice meeting you as well. You're so sweet... and I will, but they probably won't remember I think they're planning on drinking tonight." Josh said with a little laugh that made my heart do 10,000 backflips. It seemed like he could not move a muscle and still turn me on in some way. "Picture?" Josh asked Erin before she left.

"Yeah totally!" She replied. Erin smiled her beautiful smile while Josh squinted his eyes and stuck out his tongue... And ohhhhhhh... My. His tongue ring. Mmmmmmm. Yeah that hit home right there. I couldn't look at it for more than five seconds without dreaming of what he could do to me with it behind closed doors...  

 "Okay so um it looks like it's just you and me!" Josh said tearing into my perverted thoughts. I blushed, hiding my face into my shirt sleeve until the heat went away from it. Josh just smirked and acted like he didn't notice I was just completely checking him out, even though I knew he knew. "Well we should get back to the bus. Westward ho!" He yelled as he pointed in the direction of the door and started stalking off towards it. I laughed at his randomness and followed him grinning. I didn't try to fight the happiness that filled my chest.❤