A Long Lost Friend / Riker Fanfic

Please Love Me

Kayla's POV 

We just sat there, speechless. I didn't know what to say, neither did he. Finally I spoke

"Riker...... I don't know what to do. I mean is this a good idea?"

He just sat there a few moments as he tried to find his words.

"I love you, you love me. I don't see what the problem is. Because you can't just kiss someone like you just kissed me and not love them."

I pulled myself away. He grabbed me

"Kayla please. I want to do what ever I have to do to try too make up how bad I hurt you. Please...." I just sighed

"please"

I heard his voice crackling as if he was about to cry again.

"Riker, I will consider it. But I need to get my heart and mind straight. This is very complicated, the first time I see you in years..." I stopped then started again "I started off hating you this morning, but knowing I still loved you, to wanting you to hold me and kiss me and love me telling me everything is going to be alright."

He looked at me deeply as if he knew exactly was I was saying.

"Well, I do love you, I can hold you, I can kiss you, and I can tell you everything is going to be alright. I can do all those things now. I can so all those things while I wait for your answer, even after because now that I have you back in my life you're not going anywhere. I'm going to make sure that I can kiss you, hug you, love you, whenever I want. I lost you before and I'm not going to again."

I started tearing up. He grabbed my face and I grabbed his hand and held it against my face.

"You really are the same sweet, adorable Riker that you was when you lived here aren't you?" He blushed

"yeah, and I mean every word I say."  

I smiled at him and said

"kiss me"

Without any hesitation he grabbed my face and started kissing me. We stopped and laid back on my bed and just talked, it was just me and him i loved this feeling he was giving me. I was really happy, I felt as if life was finally about to give me a break. I was laying here lost in thought and I felt Riker kiss me then I felt his hands move to my waist. He climbed on top of me, wrapped my arms around his neck.

He then started getting more passionate rubbing his hand up and down my side. I felt him grab my waist tight, he ran my hands through my hair and started kissing down my neck. When he reached my neck he started kissing, licking, and sucking my neck, he apparently remembered that was one of my biggest turn-ons. He started gently grinding his self onto me.

Then Riker and I both started breathing more heavily, I felt his now erect penis through this pants. He pulled his head up and gave me a smirk saying now you're mine.

"You have no idea what you're in for."

He pulled off his shirt and threw it on the floor, he slowing started unzipping my pants and with a gentle motion her pulled them off. He started kissing up my thigh I let out a slight moan. He could tell I wanted him. He looked at me and was about to take my underwear off until we heard the door open. We hurried up and stopped until we heard Mark's voice

"kids we're home!" Riker said

"damn it! Seriously!!!" I looked at him and smiled

"maybe later ;)" he gave me a big smile

"I'll hold you too it."

We jumped up and pulled on our clothes. I couldn't believe everything that has happened in the past few hours. All I know is that I'm going to be back together with him before the end of this trip. Damn I was so sprung.

Riker's POV  

I sat there wanting to say something, anything but I was lost for words. Finally she spoke

"Riker...... I don't know what to do. I mean is this a good idea?"

I stayed still, trying to decide what to say. I let my heart talk.

"I love you, you love me. I don't see what the problem is. Because you can't just kiss someone like you just kissed me and not love them."

She pulled away from me i grabbed her quick.

"Kayla please. I want to do what ever I have to do to try too make up how bad I hurt you. Please.... please"

I felt myself about to cry. She replied.

"Riker, I will consider it. But I need to get my heart and mind straight. This is very complicated, the first time I see you in years..." she stopped, then started again "I started off hating you this morning, but knowing I still loved you, to wanting you to hold me and kiss me and love me telling me everything is going to be alright."

I know exactly what she was feeling. I said

"Well, i do love you, I can hold you, I can kiss you, and I can tell you everything is going to be alright. I can do all those things now. I can so all those things while I wait for your answer, even after because now that I have you back in my life you're not going anywhere. I'm going to make sure that I can kiss you, hug you, love you, whenever I want. I lost you before and I'm not going to again."

I could see tears building in her eyes I grabbed her face and she grabbed my hand. She said

"You really are the same sweet, adorable Riker that you was when you lived here aren't you?" I blushed

"yeah, and I mean every word I say."

She smiled at me and said

"kiss me"

without any hesitation i grabbed her face and started kissing her. There would be no way in this world i would turn her down. We stopped and laid back on her bed and just talked, I was so happy to be able to talk too her like this. We continued to lay there i could tell she was thinking about something so I kissed her passionately and grabbed her waist. I climbed on top of her, she wrapped arms around my neck. She smelled so good, i could feel myself starting to want her.... bad... but i didn't think she would so i decide to try some things to see what the boundaries were.

I started getting more passionate rubbing my hand up and down her side. I grabbed her waist tight, i ran my hands through her hair and started kissing down her neck. When I reached her neck I started kissing, licking, and sucking it. I started gently grinding myself onto her. I could feel my penis getting harder by the second, damn i wanted her, no, i needed her. We started breathing more heavily, I rubbed dick on her i could tell she wanted me just as bad.

So I pulled my head up and gave her a smirk saying

"now you're mine. You have no idea what you're in for."

I quickly pulled off my shirt and threw it on the floor, I slowing started unzipping her pants and with a gentle motion her pulled them off. I started kissing up her thigh, she let out a slight moan. Damn, I was going to have her right now I haven't been with anyone but her now I'm going to really give it too her. I can see the lust in her eyes. I looked at her about to rip her underwear off then we heard the door open. We hurried up and stopped then heard my dads voice

"kids we're home!"

"damn it! Seriously!!!"

Kayla looked at me and smiled saying "maybe later ;)" all I could do is smile and say "I'll hold you too it." We threw on our clothes and headed down stairs. I can't believe this, it seems like nothing has ever happened between us. I hope it stays this way.