A Long Lost Friend / Riker Fanfic

STOP WITH THE APOLOGIES!!!!!

Kayla's POV 

I'm just an mess, no I'm an idiot. All I can do is cry, I don't know what else there is to do, sometimes it is best to cry. I guess...... All the sudden i hear the door fly open, i knew it was Riker. He said

"Kayla what's wrong?!"

I didn't feel like talking about this I just want to lay down. I thought to myself. He spoke again

"You have to tell me in order for me to be are to help you.. Baby please." I finally spoke

"It's just complicated... you wouldn't understand."

"Try me." Riker said in a sincere voice while wiping away my tears.

"Riker..... it's well, I can't tell you... not yet anyway."

I said nervously, knowing that was not the answer I should of said.

"Why can't you tell me!? We've always told each other everything! We've never had any secrets from each other! Or was that a lie? What is it?"

I can't believe he just yelled at me. He has never yelled before at least not to me. I can't believe this, why is he doing this....

"Kayla, I'm sorry. It just hurt that you can't tell me some......" he said.

I just couldn't listen anymore I had to leave just be away from him for a while. That cut me deep, to you it might not mean nothing but to me, it hurt; it hurt me bad. I started going as fast as my legs could go, I grabbed the keys off the hook, and went outside and headed for the car.

I was trying to unlock the door until I heard the door close. I hurried and looked up too see Riker sprinting towards me. I kept trying to get the door open, but of course I couldn't get the stupid key into the lock and then I dropped them. Go freaking figure right? I went to pick them up and as I looked up there was Riker standing over me.

"Please let me explain. I didn't mean to yell, it was an honest mistake. I'm so sorry."

"You know what Riker? I'm getting sick of all these apologies. One minute you're sorry then the next you're something else. Apologizing for everything you do won't make it right, or forgivable at that. You can only apologize so many times before the apologizes become unbelievable."

I felt bad for saying what I just said too him. The look on his face looked like I just shot him, pain and sadness. We just stood there a minute, until I decided to get into my car and leave. He didn't even try to stop me, he just backed away from the car and watched me drive off.

Riker's POV 

I hears her run out the door, I ran after her. By the time I got down stairs and opened the door she was already at her car all I could think to do was run over to her. As I did got to her she dropped her keys and looked up at me with a what the hell look on her face.

"Please let me explain. I didn't mean to yell, it was an honest mistake. I'm so sorry." I said hoping she would hear me out.

"You know what Riker? I'm getting sick of all these apologies. One minute you're sorry then the next you're something else. Apologizing for everything you do won't make it right, or forgivable at that. You can only apologize so many times before the apologizes become unbelievable.."

What she just said was a below the belt shot. I felt like my heart went into my stomach, that hurt so much. I had no words, all I could do is just stand there hoping she wouldn't leave. But sadly that wasn't the case.

She got into her car and left, I just watched her once again go right back out of my life. What am I doing? I need help, I just hope she doesn't do anything stupid. I guess I'm going to go back in and talk to Rydel and Rocky.....