Under the Moonlight

Chapter 58

We made our way toward some place I decided to bury Jack. Nate and Maria were with me in the car. Nate was driving. I didn't want to be around people. I wasn't crying. I left without tears those days. I was tired from everything. I was watching when the boys but Jack's body in the hole. Maria, who was standing next to me, was looking at me and checking how was I doing. Everyone were trying to make me feel better. I couldn't be. As much as I was changed I couldn't deal with death. I hated it and it was breaking me like nothing else. Jack had a not part in my life and o would've have a part of him all my life, the baby. I needed to stay strong for it and make sure it's safe.

Jack's body was under the ground.
Just the memories left.

"I will fight and keep our baby safe, I promise you." I said loudly while I was looking at Jack's grave.

"And your son is going to keep you safe" I heard a female voice behind me. I turned around and saw Rebecca walking toward me. I looked at her. I was surprised and confused. I gave her questioning look. "It's a boy." She said and looked at my belly. "Your baby is a boy and I am sure he is going to be strong like his dad and he'll take care of you." She added smiling.
I was surprised by me of believing her but I knew Jack trusted her.
"Be strong" she said to me and touched my shoulder giving me sigh I had her support.
"I am" I said confidentiality and forced a smile. She smiled back at me and looked at the grave.

"Let's go now. We'll come tomorrow" Maria said to me.
"We won't come" I said and made step back.
The place was just reminding me of sadness and pain. It was just a body there under the ground. I couldn't forget about him and our baby would ever remind me of him. The grave was just a simple grave. Jack was in my life, soul and heart.

I started going toward the car and got in it. After a while the others came in too and we made our way back to the apartment.

"Do you know Hades's location?" I asked them as I went to the kitchen and took a glass of water. I heard nothing but silence and three hearts beating behind me. I turned around and saw Taylor, Maria and Nate standing and not talking. I gave them a questioning look.
"No" Nate and Taylor said in the same moment.
"Yes" Maria said in the same moment as them and I raised my eyebrows. I chuckled. They were lying to me. Actually Taylor and Nate wanted to lie and hide the truth. I knew that.
"Where is he?" I asked and took a sip of the water. They both looked at Maria and blamed her for not lying to me.
"We don't know" Taylor said. He didn't stop lying to me. I knew he was just trying to protect me but I also needed them to understand me.
"I hate being lied" I said and got closer to him. "If you don't tell me, I'll find it by myself. I am not stupid." I said to him and looked him deeply at the eyes. We were looking at each other for a few seconds and I decided to look away.
"And what are you going to do when you find him?" Taylor asked me with raised voice. "Fight him, kill him?" He was still kinda yelling and I felt he got nervous. Before I could speak he started talking again. "You can't just go there and attack him alone. We need to beat him and save ourselves. You go there and everything is over. He is going to take you and we won't find you ever" he added. I couldn't look at him. He was right. I totally understood that. "Do you think Jack would've let you go there? Do you thing Jack is going to be happy when you and the baby aren't safe?" He gave me questioning look.
"I know" I mumbled quietly. "I won't do anything." I said. "I'll wait for you." I added and I went and sat on the sofa.
"This is for your own good" Maria came and sat next to me.
"Please stop talking I know that" I said as I leaned my heard at the edge of the bed and closed my eyes. "Everything's happening because of me." I mumbled.

"Do you want something?" Nate asked me after a while.
"To be alone" I said. I opened my eyes and saw they were making weird faces because of it. I knew they won't leave me alone. They were to worried about me. "I'll go in the bedroom" I said and stood up. In that moment o heard my phone buzzed. I took it from the pocket of my jacket and I didn't recognized the number. I answered the call anyway.
"Hello my dear" I heard Hades's voice from the other side of the line. Everyone heard it. Taylor wanted to take the phone off my hands but I stopped him and pushed him away.
"Why this call Hades?" I asked him and tried to stay calm even when I got too nervous and I wanted to kill him.
"Just your brother wants to say hi to you" he said and my heart exploded. I heard my brother's voice. He had my brother and that freaked me out even more.
"Leave him alone Hades" I said nervously. I was tried to sound strong but I couldn't. I was weak and scared. He was taking the people I love and that was making me scared. I was more emotional then ever and I was weaker. "Don't hurt him" I said with calmer voice.
"Only if you come to me Nessa" he said and I looked at the guys immediately. They knew I would've agree so Nate took the phone off my hands.
"You fucking buster. You better not hurt Philip or I'll kill you with my own hands." Nate yelled. He was so nervous.
"You know what to do" Hades said and hung up.

Nate nervously threw the phone on the ground and started breathing faster. He punched the wall next to him. He was so nervous and he wanted to change.
"Nate calm down" Maria said once and she and Taylor were both focused on Nate.
It was a good chance to get out of the apartment and go and save my brother. I would've save my brother no matter what.
I was running down the stairs and I was about to get in the garage when saw Taylor in front of the garage door.
"I didn't want to be rough but you are making me do that so badly" he said and threw wolfsbane in my face. I couldn't breath and I fell on the ground. I hate wolfsbane like every other werewolf.
I felt Taylor took me in his arms and carried me upstairs in the apartment.
He put me on the sofa. I was still weak because of the wolfsbane.
"You don't have right to do this" I said to him. Nate was sat on the sofa too. Maria and Taylor were standing in front of us.
"I have" Taylor yelled. "From now you are going to listen to me. Only me and you don't have right to even make one decision by yourself." He said and I chuckled.
"And I was making any decision by myself before" I said ironically.
"Don't talk Vanessa" he yelled. "I don't fucking care if you are an alpha. You are going to listen to me." He said.
"We are going to safe Philip and kill Hades, but you won't give up on yourself and the baby" he said still looking angrily at me. "This must finish" he said.
"Okay macho man, how will we do that?" I asked him with fake smile on my face. I kidna didn't have faith in that. I knew it can't be everything okay.
"I have a plan" he said.
I was ready to listen.