Over thinking (English & Tagalog)

Reminiscene

The best thing that ever happened to me was loving you. Loving you that i thought would be forever. Loving you and knowing you'd be my first and my last.
But chaos comes in eventually. The pain that is glued on my heart. It was hard for me,
staring blankly in the wall remembering those times we loved each other, we promised that we'll go on adventures together.
The cuts and bruises you left me, just with a blink— you vanished.
I remembered the times when I act the bravest when it comes to us. I gave efforts for you. I gave romantic actions and you gave stuff i love.
I laughed but feeling loved inside of me, when i remembered that you gave me strawberry drinks and Toblerone's. I was also jealous when i saw you letting a girl borrow your sweatshirt. All those sweet moments fades away bit by bit. I love you, but i don't really love you. I miss you but i don't miss you a lot. All of this reminds me of my love for you. I know, i just really know, that you don't love me. I, myself was the one loving you. The hardest part about loving you, is that you never loved me back.
Reminiscing moments about us makes me die in my inside— but i'm still in loved with you.

(c) GWENEYX