[REWRITING] Help Me So I Can Rise Again (Larry Stylinson)

Chapter 7 - Don't let Me Go

Okay, so basically. This is already chapter 7. Wey hey and I think someone actually reads my story. I hope you like it : )

This might be longer chapter than the others. 

+ there's boyxboy action in this chapter. 

If you don't like it, I have no idea why you've read this so far. 

Anyway, I hope you enjoy of this : )

And maybe I'll dedicate this to person who have the best story in whole world. 

BEST SONG EVER

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What the Hell I was thinking about?

I'm fucking straight guy! And I kissed Louis! And Louis might be gay but he's still man! 

This can't be happening. 

Louis probably tells to everyone, first to Jessica and then to whole school and whole school tells to whole world and then my life is over and that can't happen. I need to run away from country. I need to fly away from here. 

Wait... No.

Sorry, I'm too dramatic right now. 

But there's a chance that Louis won't tell. I need to beg that he won't tell anyone. Not even to Jessica. 

I take my jacket and I go to walk. 

I go to get coffee. I sit down in with coffee inside this new place. I still can't remember this place's name. Gah.

"What the Hell you did now?" I hear angry voice and girl sits in front of me, other side of the table. 

"Jessica, what now?" I say and I try to play it cool. I mean, I liked Jessica so much. NO, I LIKE Jessica right now. I don't like Louis. I hate him. I HATE him. 

I've always been bad liar. 

"I called to Louis and he was sobbing. He said he's in home and he just kept saying your name and he told that he was at your house earlier today. What you did, Styles?" she asks and only if look could kill...

"I did nothing, it's not my fault that he's fag" I say and immediately feel bad about that.

"Harold Edward Styles, what you did? I've known you years, so now tell me. You're fucking bad liar" Jessica says and I sigh. 

Me and Jessica had been friends for years but now she hates me, because I changed.

"I kissed him. Yes, that's the truth. I kissed Louis"  I say and Jessica look at me.  

"You did what?" she asks eyes wide open. "You son of a bitch!"

Wow.

"Jessica, what?" I ask even though I exactly know what.

"First you ruined his school life by bullying him of being gay and then you kiss him! Do you even like him?" Jessica asks anger filling her eyes. 

Oh, I knew she would ask that...

"I don't know. Jessica, I know, I'm supposed to be the bad guy and stuff but right now, I'm confused. I'm straight, but I like him. Okay, I don't know am I straight, but still. It's so... So complicated. I don't know" I say and I break. 

Yes, I break. In front of girl who used to be my best friend until I left her alone. 

And she's probably just going to call me fag and leave.