[REWRITING] Help Me So I Can Rise Again (Larry Stylinson)

Chapter 9 - You Waste Of Space

Okay, for first I wanna thank you all for reading this :)

 And I copied the lyrics from internet so there might be mistakes. 

Read and enjoy :3

-LOUIS POV-

I feel again, but I still don't. I see light but still darkness.

Am I dead?

No.

I open my eyes and I see hospital room around me. What the hell I'm doing here? I shouldn't be here. What happened?

I touch my head and it's sore. Something hit my head, I guess.

"Is he okay?" I hear a voice behind the door.

Harry.

Then I remember.

This is his fault.

He kissed Jessica, then he tried to rape me and then he pushed me and that's why I'm here.

"Louis! You're awake! Doctors said that there was possibility that you won't wake up!" Harry says and runs to sit next to my bed.

"What are you doing here?" I ask glaring at him.

"I've been here all night" he says and he looks surprised about my attitude.

"Why? You should run away because this is all your fault because you fucking tried to rape me" I say coldly.

"I was drunk" he says defending himself.

"Yeah and people are the most honest when they are drunk" I say.

"What's that supposed to mean? I only said I want you and yeah, I think I want you so what's the problem?" he asks.

"You're an asshole" I say sighing. "You THINK you want me? And I can forgive you all this pushing thing because I'm okay and fights are normal for people who's drunk but I can't forgive that you didn't let me go. I was so afraid because I'm fucking virgin"

That's the part when I brake and I start to cry.

"Y-You're virgin? You and Eleanor didn't-" he starts but I cut him off.

"No! We didn't do it becauae she's a girl and you know I am gay!" I say sobbing.

"You know, I'm really sorry. I didn't mean to make you scared. I was really drunk and you just was there and you know that I'd like to have you. This is all my fault, this really is, but I care about you so I also want to fix this" he says.

Fucking liar.

"You don't care about me, you've never done. Please leave me alone. I'm not strong enough to hang out with you or try to act friends or try act like I can be without crying with you. We've known for a while but it feels like forever. I admit, I liked you when I met you, but how I could like you anymore after what you've done and said. This is confusing, I know, but just don't hang out with me anymore. I can't do this anymore, please" I say.

"Louis..." he says watery eyes and takes my hand. "I never meant to hurt you"

"But you did" I say and I look away.

He kisses my temple and looks at me with sad green orbs.

"Just leave, Harry..." I say.

He nods and walks away and I hear him sniffling.

"He's awake" he mutters quietly to someone.

I sigh and I start sobbing again.

This is for the best.