[REWRITING] Help Me So I Can Rise Again (Larry Stylinson)

Chapter 17 - Moment of weakness

I'm in panick. If Zayn did something to Harry, what the Hell I'm going to do? I've been trying to call to Harry but I guess his phone is off or something. 

I call to Zayn. I'm not sure is this a good or bad idea actually but that's the only choice I have right now...

"Where's Harry?" I ask almost shouting as he answers. 

"Wow, calm your tits, Lou. He's alright. I haven't even touched him" Zayn says and laughs. 

"W-What?" I ask. "I know you did something to him!"

What the hell is going on?

"No, I'm at my house playing GTA... That was just a joke, Louis. He's fine wherever he is" Zayn sighs and I almost drop the phone. 

"But I couldn't connect the call..." I whimper.

"Maybe there's no signal or his battery died. C'mon, Louis. I've done nothing to him" Zayn says. 

I hang up and somebody calls me. HARRY

"Harry! Are you okay?" I shout on the phone almost crying. 

"Yeah, I'm fine. My battery just died. What's wrong?" he asks sounding worried. 

Well he should be. 

"I thought Zayn did something to you" I cry tears falling down my cheeks. 

"Oh, boo. I'm alright. Don't be worried. I told you, he's just trying to scare you away from me" Harry says comforting.

"But I'm scared. He's seriously crazy guy, what if he actually does something to you?" I ask.

"He's not going to do anything to me. Stop worrying and go to watch TV or something. Try to forget this for now" Harry sighs. "I really need to go.."

"O-Okay, see you at school. Love you..." I say.

"Yeah, see you, babe" Harry says and hangs up. 

I sigh and I walk downstairs where my mom is already. I walk to sit with her on the couch. I sigh loudly. 

"What's wrong? Do you have love problems with that Harry kid?" she asks sounding as worried as Harry did few minutes ago. 

"No... I'm just thinking.. There's one boy who seems to be jealous about our relationship a lot..." I say sighing again. 

"I don't doubt that actually. Everyone wants a relationship with love and I can see that Harry loves you by the way he looks at you. The way he tries to hold your hand but you pull away without even noticing. The way he actually tries to keep you save even from tripping and you don't even notice these things because you love him so much that you can't stop staring at him" mom says and I close my eyes. 

"What if he's lying?" I ask. 

"What you mean?" mom asks back. 

"What if he don't love me? What if this is just a stupid joke? What if I'm not good enough?" I ask tears falling even though I tried to keep them away. 

"Sweetie, don't worry about that kind of things. He loves you and you love him. Stop worrying" she says sweetly. "I'll leave you here to think, maybe something in internet or TV makes you trust him more"

I open my eyes and she walks away leaving me with her laptop. 

I take it sighing again and I go to Google. 

I think a while but then I start typing again. 

how to know if your boyfriend don't really care

there comes a lot of things but as always, I take that what sounds the best. 

10 things what your boyfriend does when he don't care

1. He lies

okay, this is the one I'm trying to figure out so fuck you

2. He gets uncomfortable with you very often

maybe a little

3. He don't tell those three words to you even if you say them

just happened today

4. He have secrets he don't tell you

yes, I'm pretty sure he haves

5. He don't take you out

we've never been on a date

I stop reading on that point because he apparently doesn't care. 

I go to bathroom and I do what I have to with my razor. 

xx