[REWRITING] Help Me So I Can Rise Again (Larry Stylinson)

Chapter 10 - Why Can't You Understand?

Here's chapter 10 : ) Hope you enjoy of it !! ♥

And yeah, I took the lyrics from internet (again) so sorry if there's mistakes. Okay, sorry for any mistakes in this chapter.

Yeah, and I love food.  

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-LOUIS POV-

"Louis William Tomlinson, get up before you're late from school!" I hear my mom yelling from downstairs. 

"No, I don't wanna to school!" I yell back and I bury my face on my pillow.

"Get your lazy ass up before I'll carry you to school!" Mom yells and sounds really pissed. 

"Fine!" I yell and I get up.

"Watch your tone, mister!" she yells back and I roll my eyes. 

How in the god sakes I can face Harry? Okay, I don't even need to face him. 

Some part of me want to face him but in other hand I don't want to. 

I want to kiss him, and hold him tight. I want to help him stop those bad habits. Truth is that I can never do those. Fact that I hate.

 And it's actually all my fault...

Why I had to be mean to him? Why?

Okay, he's been such a bitch to me but let's not talk about it. He's actually really sensitive and sweet guy I guess. 

Wait what?

Shit, I'm gonna be late from school. 

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I walk to my locker, as every single fucking day I've been here. 

I know, I wasn't angry before this, but to be fucking honest now I am. 

I just saw Harry fucking Styles snogging some fucking random girl. Should I go talk to them? No.

Why not?

Because those twats are walking to me. 

"Hey fag, have you met my new girlfriend yet?" Harry asks smiling brightly. 

"Oh, I'm Louis, and you must be that new cheap hooker" I say smiling gently as I shake her hand. 

"Umm.. No, her name is Natalie" HArry says and he looks uncomfortable. 

Natalie haves long blond hair, and oceanblue eyes. She's tall, almost taller than me. She's really beautiful. I don't even need to wonder why Harry chose her over me. 

Wait, what the hell AGAIN?

"Yeah, but don't worry HazzaBear, I'm used to that, because you know, I'm quite hot actually" Natalie says and laughs which makes me annoyed. 

She have a very annoying laugh. Okay, maybe it's annoying because she's with Harry and Harry is totally gay and I really like Harry. Wait, I talk like I would be falling for him. 

Shit, I'm falling for him. 

I suddenly feel like throwing up. 

"Excuse me" I say and they look at me confused as I sprint to the bathroom. 

"Do you think we should go to check is he okay?" I hear Natalie asking. 

"No, he's gay. I'm not wasting my time on him. Let's go" I hear Harry's voice too and when he says that, I run to the toilet, lock the door and I let everything out.