[REWRITING] Help Me So I Can Rise Again (Larry Stylinson)

Chapter 20 - Have A Faith In Me

As I walk to school, I smile. I smile like nothing could hurt me. I walk to Harry and he kisses my lips softly. 

"Good morning, sweet cheeks. Why so happy right now?" he asks smiling at me. 

"Why I wouldn't be? I'm here with you and everything is okay, so why shouldn't I be happy?" I say. 

We start to walk to our music class, to the auditorium. Together as a couple. Finally. 

We go inside and we sit to the back as always. We sit there so no one can see us whispering to each  other or holding hands. It's kinda useful. I can say anything I want to my awesome boyfriend.

"So, good morning, dear class" our teacher starts talking. "I don't know do you know, but every year, we choose one person to go to one art camp where you can act, sing or play or paint or anything. And this year, I've chosen. Mr. Tomlinson, because he has absolutely been amazing in this class." teacher smiles and everybody cheers as I just blush. "But now, let's get back to the class" Nice job.

*After school at my place*

"I'm so proud of you" Harry says as we watch a movie in living room. 

"I don't think I  wanna go..." I say blushing. 

He looks at me confused. "Why not? Is something wrong?"

I sigh. I take his hand and I look at him. 

"I trust you and I love you, of course, but what if you fall for some slut here? What happens? I need you with me, not with some whore" I say smiling sadly. 

Harry won't look me in the eyes. Shit. I knew he was going to be mad if I'd tell him. 

"Why you don't trust me? You know that love you and only you, no one else and my heart belongs to you" he says calmly. "Just go to that camp and have fun and make your talents better. I'll be fine and c'mon, if you're afraid that I'll cheat on you, let's take a break"

"I'm gonna miss you so much, Harry. It's gonna be three weeks. It's a lot" I say sighing. 

"I know, but you'll be fine, we'll be fine. Have you talked to your mom yet?" Harry asks. 

"No, but I know she'll let me go. She wants me to have more social life than just talking to you even though she actually likes you a lot" I say. 

He just nods. We start to watch this stupid movie again. I've literally seen 'LOL'  like million times and it's starting to get little bit boring. Seriously. I'm going to start screaming. 

I'm not attractive, not even near so what if Harry actually falls for someone else? It could happen. 

"Have faith in me

'Cause there are things that I've seen I don't believe

So cling to what you know and never let go

You should know things aren't always what they seem" Harry starts to sing to my ear softly.

"I said I'd never let you go, and I never did

I said I'd never let you fall and I always meant it

If you didn't have this chance then I never did

You'll always find me right there, again

I'm going crazy

Cause there are things in the streets I don't believe

So we'll pretend it's alright (pretend it's alright)

and stay in for the night

Oh what a world

I'll keep you safe here with me

I said I'd never let you go, and I never did

I said I'd never let you fall and I always meant it

If you didn't have this chance then I never did

You'll always find me right there, again

I said I'd never let you go, and I never did

I said I'd never let you fall and I always meant it

If you didn't have this chance then I never did

You'll always find me right there, again

They've got me on the outside, looking in

But I can't see at all

With the weight of the world on my shoulders,

They just wanna see me fall

They've got me on the outside, looking in

But I can't see at all

With the weight of the world on my shoulders,

They just wanna see me fall

Have faith in me

I said I'd never let you go, and I never did

I said I'd never let you fall and I always meant it

If you didn't have this chance then I never did

You'll always find me right there, again

I said I'd never let you go, and I never did

I said I'd never let you fall and I always meant it

If you didn't have this chance then I never did

You'll always find me right there, again

I said I'd never let you go, and I never did

I said I'd never let you go, and I never did

I said I'd never let you go, and I never did

I said I'd never let you go, and I never did"

He hugs me from the side tightly before kissing my cheek. "Trust me, Louis. I would never cheat on you, baby"

I smile a little as I lean into his touch more. I wrap my other arm loosely over his stomach. 

"I trust you, Harold. Just don't give up on me" I say.

"I'd never give up on you. You're the best I've ever had" Harry says and bites my ear. 

I shiver under his touch as he starts to kiss my neck. I push him away when I feel my pants tent up a little bit. 

"Not here, Harry. Mom's home soon" I say and he chuckles. 

"Then let's take this to somewhere else" he says. 

He takes my hand and leads me to my bedroom. 

He pushes me on my bed and I laugh. He's soon on top of me and we kiss softly like it would be our first kiss ever. 

He takes my shirt off and holds his other hand on my hand while sucking a lovebite on my neck. I take his shirt off. Things starts to heat up again. Not that I would actually complain. 

"Oh, I love you" I say half moaning.

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