Only Time Will Tell...(Liam Payne Fanfic)

Chapter 13- Rain

Tuesdays.... The worst day of the week. For one, I woke up feeling like shit from last night, and the last thing I want to do is sit in classes all day. I can't really comprehend what I'm feeling right now. I thought I knew the type of person Liam was, but I was wrong.... again. I tried so hard to let myself be friends with him, and even though I told myself I can't forgive him, what did I do? I let it happen. People always say you should go with your gut, but feelings are blinded when you care about someone. I should have known better. 

"You ready to go?" Anna said, holding her car keys in the air. 

"I'm actually thinking about walking today. Is that okay?" I replied. 

"Yeah, meet up after classes?"

"Sure," I replied, with a fake smile. 

"Forget about last night okay? I'll see you later."

"I wish it was that easy," I replied, thinking about the events of last night. 

"See you later?" Anna said, walking out the door. 

I nodded. 

After Anna left, I quickly grabbed breakfast and my bag, and headed out the door.

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The walk to school was pretty quiet. I tried hard not to think about the events of last night, but I couldn't help it. A bet? Really? This whole time our friendship was based around a lie. I can't believe how dumb I was to believe I could make a friend so fast when I moved here from America. I look like such an idiot. 

I was thinking so much I didn't even realize the change of weather outside. When I left, it was sunny, but  all I see are dark clouds. You've got to be kidding me... I felt something fall on my face and I knew exactly what it was when it gradually started droppng more and more. Rain....

Perfect..

I started to increase my pace as the rain poured heavier and heavier. I eventually gave up. If anyone saw me right now, they would think I looked ridiculous. 

"Need a ride?"

I heard a car slow down beside me, but I couldn't tell who was inside. 

"Not today, Spencer."

"Just get in the car. Its pouring down raining. You could get sick."

"I'd rather get sick than be stuck in a car with you."

"Ouch," he replied, laughing. "As much as you don't want to be around me right now, its just a ride.. nothing more. You could either get in the car or walk in the rain for 10 more minutes."

"I said no, okay?" I snapped back at him. 

He nodded. "Okay."

He began to drive off but before he could get far away, I waved him down.

"WAIT!" I screamed.  

As much as I don't want to see him, I'd rather be stuck in a car with him than stuck in the rain. 

"I knew you'd get in."

"You've always been so sure of yourself haven't you?"

"Yeah, I have," he laughed. "I knew you couldn't ignore me forever."

"I'm not ignoring you, I just don't think there is anything left to say to you."

"Brooke, look at me."

I could feel my emotions bottle up inside of me and I knew that anytime I wouldn't be able to control them. Being in the car with him again just reminds me of what happened between us. I never got the closure I really wanted and I'd be lying if I said there was no feelings there. I feel like I keep hoping for something good to happen with someone, but I always get hurt in the end.