Changes: A New Life Book 2

Chapter 38: Well Shit

I dropped the basket of clean laundry as those words came out of her mouth. "W-What?"

She looked over at me then looked back at the window. "That's why I couldn't pick you up from the hospital, or see Vince all the time, me and my boyfriend were trying."

"You wouldn't come see Vincent, because you were fucking?", I asked.

"Yes, but we were trying for a baby. Isn't that exciting?", she said smiling.

"YOU WOULDN'T COME AND SEE YOUR DAMN BROTHER WHO HAS BRAIN DAMAGE BECAUSE YOU WERE FUCKING?", I screamed.

"Spencer, please understand. Don't you want a kid someday?", she asked sitting the window cleaner on the island.

"I do, but not when a relative is in the fucking hospital. Meghan, get out.", I pointed at the door.

"What?", she said with a blank face.

"Get the hell out of my apartment. Now!", I continued to point at the door. She sighed and walked over to get her shoes.

"You'll understand one day. Your main goal in life will be having a family.", she said as she closed the door.

I sighed, taking a seat in one of the dining tables. I really need Vince to come back home, I think I am going insane.

Pregnant? Now Meghan is going to be a mom and a sister.. Again. I didn't have anyone to talk to, Vince at the hospital and my best friends were probably sucking each other's faces off. Usually when I get stressed, I drown myself in school work. I grabbed my bag, going through all my chemistry stuff. Taking out a work sheet and starting it.

"How many Elements are there in the Periodic Table of Elements.", I read aloud. I wrote down 109, knowing it by heart.

"Hydrogen, Helium, Lithium, Berylium, Boron, Carbon, Nitrogen, Oxygen, Fluorine, Neon are the first 10 Elements.", I said outloud.

"Most of them are nonmetal."

***

I got caught up on all of my work I missed when I was in the hospital. Losing track of time, I looked at the clock on the microwave. 7:00 already? Holy shit.

I saw on the house phone, I had several missed calls from Meghan, I know I should be supporting her. But she didn't support us when we were in the hospital.

Your main goal in life will be having a family.

Yes, I want to have children with Vincent. I love him more than I could ever put into words, and kids would bond us together even more. But it seems to early, I'm still in high school.

I grew up way to fast, I was mature than most of the people in my class when my mom died. Then my dad, I broke into a million after that happened. Vince has been putting me back together, piece by piece.

Vince was my life now, Vince was everything I got and.... My thoughts got interrupted  by a slamming door. 

"Spencer.", A deep voice said. I looked up from my twiddiling fingers, staring at Vince who was standing at the door. My breathing hitched, I have to be dreaming.

"This isn't real.", I said shaking my head. He smiled, throwing his stuff on the couch. I repeated, "This isn't real."

"Are you sure about that?", Vince said stroking my cheek. I smiled into his hand as he rose my head up to him, kissing me. 

"Is that real enough for you?", he said taking a deep breath as he pulled back. I shook my head as he began down my neck, nibbiling toward the spot behind my ear. He picked me up from the barstool, running into the bedroom. 

"You can't be real. You said four days.", I said as he ripped off his shirt. He unbuttoned my flannal that I was wearing today, kissing in between my boobs. 

He threw me onto the bed, getting on top of me.  He slid his hands down my waist and unbuttoned my pants, as he continued to kiss me. I unhooked his belt, sliding down his pants. "Vince I need to talk to you.", I said pushing his lips away. He laughed and said, "Can't this wait?" 

"Vince, we have sex all the time.", I said chuckling, "And I think you want to know this."

"Babe, please. Just please, I am going crazy without you.", he said putting his head in the crook of my neck. He lifted his head up, looking into my eyes. I nodded and went back to kissing. 

Suddenly everything went from kissing to sex. The mood was changed, like in the blink of an eye. Without even warning, he ripped off my underwear and giving it to me. I moaned inside of his mouth, making him go gently faster. My breath was going faster, in through my nose and out my mouth. I really didn't know I was digging my nails into his back, but I didn't think he even minded. 

Vince began to suddenly tug on my lip, making me burst my eyes open. 

"I love you so much.", he mumbled.

***

Okay, everytime I had sex with Vincent was great. But last night's was just... amazing, it was absoultely amazing. I woke up, the sun shining on my face and the warm covers on me. I took a breath in and sat up in bed, making sure my boobs don't fall out everywhere. 

"Good morning.", he said with his very, VERY sexy morning voice. I turned around and smiled at him as he rubbed my back. "What did you want to tell me last night?", he asked as I closed me eyes. Remembering that I shouldn't have even brought it up during the beginning of sex. 

"Uh-h I-I don't remember actually.", I lied biting my lip. "Breakfast?", I said bolting up and trying to find clothes to put on. I found some underwear and my favorite bra, slipping them both on. Then putting on a long shirt with Spiderman on it. 

"Babe, I know your lying.", he said rubbing his eyes. A knock banged on the door, and I said, "Why don't I get that?" Thank god I could have escaped him for just a little while. I opened the door and a hand grabbed me, pulling me out into the hallway. 

"Spencer.", Meghan said sniffling. She had dark bags under her eyes, her face red as a tomato. 

I waited for a response after she sniffed a little more, "I-I got an abortion." My eyes went big, "What?!" 

She nodded, biting her hand. "Mom doesn't know about it, I just went to the hospital and did it. I knew I wouldn't be able to take care of this baby." 

"Meghan! You didn't have to end a life like that!", I said rubbing her shoulder. 

"I'm sorry. I just panicked.", she said beginning to cry again. I mumbled, "What done is done." 

"Did you tell Vincent?", she asked putting her hands on my shoulders. 

"No, but I was about to before you showed up.", I said coughing. She just shook her head, "Please for the love of god don't tell him. I don't need him to know. Please, Spencer for me."

I nodded and said, "Go. Tell Rebecca." She walked away and down the stairs. I opened the door, walking in. "Who was that?", Vince said eating cereal. 

"Mailman.", I said sitting down onto the couch, covering my face with a pillow. 

"Everything alright babe?", he asked sitting on the couch. 

"Yes. Everything is just perfect. Especially last night.", I said smiling. 

"I think that is our new best.", he said kissing my nose. I smiled and went back to stuffing my face with a pillow. He got up and jogged to the bathroom, "I'm taking a shower." I waved him away and sighed. 

Well shit.. 

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Wanted to do a sex scene because for real, we haven't had one of those in forever. And yes, I know Meghan got an abortion but its my damn book and I will do whatever the hell I want to. 

LOVE YOU THOUGH!

~Kenzie :)