Changes: A New Life Book 2

Chapter 45: Rosalie Mae

Just telling you guys that for now on, this book will be in Vincent's P.O.V. but if it changes, I will put it in here. Now, on with the book!

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My life has become dreadful, like it used to be.

No amount of sleep can cure the tiredness I feel now since she is gone.

My hands won't stop shaking and my mind won't stop spinning. I'm lost, like I have been before I met her.

She would heal my broken heart and fill my mind with beautiful words. Her voice is ringing in my head.

Her laugh was so contagious it could make a whole house light up.

I'm dying inside and nobody could do anything about it.

Hannah was with my baby in the ICU, while I grieved in my dead wife's room.

The nurse's asked me if I knew the name of my kid yet, but that is the least of my worries.

As I continued to sit in the chair beside her bed and stared off into space, my sister walked in.

"Vincent." She said gasping. I didn't even look at her, I just stared off at the wall.

"I-I am so sorry- I just found out." She said walking over to me. She put a hand on my back and I quickly jerked away.

"Don't..... Mess.... With Me." I said breathing hard. I saw the fear in her eyes as she backed away from me.

"Mom's here." She said walking out. I sighed loudly and sat back down into the chair. Mom walked in and said, "Vincent."

"Mom." I said getting up and walking over to her. "I can't s-stop crying."

I hugged and she said "I know, your grieving."

"I really loved her, why did she have to go?" I said sobbing again.

"I miss her too." She said kissing my head.

"What do I do now." I said looking down at her.

"You need to go and see your baby." She explained.

"No. That baby caused all of this!" I blurted out.

"Vincent Beck, you will never say that again. You hear me?" She threatened. "That baby is the closest thing you have to Spencer."

"I'm sorry. Thanks for putting me straight." I said sniffing.

"We can go down together, if you would like." She suggested and I nodded. I kissed Spencer head which was cold. "I will always love you."

I walked with Mom out of the door and the bright white lights from the ceilings blinded me. Mom took my hand and we walked to the floor where the ICU was.

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We finally got to the room and I saw everyone in there, Hannah, Blake, Mike, and Shelby.

Shelby stood up and said, "Hey Vince." She hugged me and sighed.

"Hey Shelb's." I said hugging her. Mike stood up and Shelby pulled away.

He saw the tears in my eyes, and he began to get some in his.

"Oh, I love you dude." He said pulling me in for a hard hug.

I saw a rectangular container that I was guessing had my baby in it. I walked over and saw all the machine and tubes hooked to it.