A wave of sadness has washed over me once again like a Tsunami and I'm drowning grasping for air. I've been trying really I've been trying so hard. Just keep breathing like they taught you,
Inhaling
Exhaling
Every moment
Lasting an eternity
The clocks are
ticking
Nights
Passing
My heart
Breaking,
Beating with every
Moment.
My soul is imprisoned by the body of mine and In nothing other then a whisper, in nothing more then air I faded into the back drop. Nobody will
Notice.
You inhale,
I patiently
Wait.
But waiting for what you ask? Nothing I'm waiting for nothing but a mere glimpse of hope Becuase I'm so pathetic and entangled with my thoughts that I've become nothing. I've let myself be nothing I'm not living. This is not fucking living
I'm so done with missing everything with wanting to move on with life. When is it gonna be my turn to be happy on the inside and out? I'm done with this. I'm changing things now this is not how my story is supposed to go. My pages aren't supposed to rot, they aren't supposed to be turning brown and burning in the mere sunlight. I'm not happy- don't ask me if I am. You don't understand how hard I've been trying. I'm trying I really am.
YOU ARE READING
Rants.
Kısa HikayeJust some crappy thoughts I managed to string together to create a decent sentence. I have no friends and the few I do have could care less. Rants I have decided are for the weak... I rant about everything from the color of the sky being a shade off...
