A/N: Hello fellow readers! Good news i'm back writing this story after suffering from a bad case of writers block!! I hope you guys can forgive me and enjoy reading :D
Anyways here is the long awaited next chapter! Enjoy :D Dannii xx
Chapter 23:
Revan’s P.O.V
Jumping up I couldn’t help but feel excited and nervous all rolled into one. Today was the day my grounding was lifted and I could finally go and see my mate. I needed Ace. I had to make things up to him and had spent my grounding coming up with ways to do that and today I was hoping for the chance. This was why I was excited and nervous. Excited because after a torturous time away from him I could finally see him again, but nervous in case he rejected me before I got my chance to make things up with him. I didn’t want to lose my mate. Correction I couldn’t live without him. And that’s not being dramatic. When a wolf loses his or her mate it feels like half your souls been torn from you and you are left broken and defeated and not wanting to continue living. So you see serious shizzle none of the melodramatics humans use. Anyway as I was saying as nervous as I was seeing Ace it didn’t slightly compare to the emptiness and regret I felt when I thought of Bonnie. I missed her so much. She was more than just my best friend, she was practically my sister and I fear I’ve lost her for good. I’ve heard her roaming around the pack house, laughing n joking with Evie and I can’t help but be envious. I mean I know losing Bonnie was of my own doing, but that doesn’t mean it doesn’t hurt that she’s replaced me. I don’t think it helps though because I’m not allowed near her unless she makes the first move, so as much as I want to go and make it up to her I can’t and that hurts more. I sigh deeply and stand up from my bed. ‘I best get dressed if I wanna see my mate’ I think, pushing Bonnie matters back to the back of my mind for now. Because right now I needed to focus on the things I had a slim chance of fixing and that was the relationship between Ace n I. Throwing on a pair of faded denim shorts and an orange vest, I quickly scrape my hair into a messy bun with strands escaping and falling across my face, I then slip on some white low top converse and decide that I will do. I sit on my bed and begin to fidget. I know I shouldn’t worry so much, but I can’t help it. I just hope the Alpha managed to actually convince Ace to come and see me in my room today, because he hasn’t come to visit me once during my grounding and my minds been going into overdrive imagining all sorts of scenarios that could be the reasons for his absence. I glance at the clock and see that its 7:58am and I can’t help but feel nauseous. According to the Alpha he was going to get Ace to come to my room at 8am, which means he should be here any minute. Hopefully.
Ace’s P.O.V
I paced the floor repeatedly, pretty sure I was wearing a path down in the soft white carpet, but not really considering this at the moment. No my mind was too distracted with the idea of going to see my mate. She was free today, no more grounding and the Alpha had informed me she wanted me to go see her and I really did want to, but my heart still ached from our arguments and the words said that it was hard to get over it to run to her like my wolf wanted me to. So here I was pacing the floor of my room instead of running to her side, bad I know but what’s a guy to do? Looking at the clock I notice it’s a minute to 8 and I know if I don’t leave now I wont make it to her room by 8am when she’s expecting me. I sigh and run a hand through my hair in frustration. I still feel torn. Do I stay or do I go to her? ‘Haha do I stay or do I go now. Cool song’ I think in amusement as the song plays through my head. But sadly as happy as the song was a distraction its not helping me make the decision. I sigh and go to sit down before the Alpha walks in. “Ace. I thought you would be with Revan by now” he said looking at me questioningly. I sigh and run my hand through my hair again in frustration. “I know I thought I would be too. But something keeps holding me back” I say sadly. “It’s pain Ace. But you have to look past it. You guys are mates afterall. Now go to her. You know in your heart you want to” he says simply and I nod knowing he’s right I’m just being stubborn because of the pain she caused me. So with this thought in place I head to Revan’s room swiftly.
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