I miss her so much she seems so dead laying in that stupid bed. I hate her mother for this. Why would a mother do this to your only child? Make her suffer like she is. I visit whenever I can it kills me to go to her room she doesn't recall anything. I want her back she will be back it my responsibility to keep her safe. Malia hated to see that Lydia in that state. She was afraid of losing her forever.
