I lay here like nothing is happening I see her cry even though she try's to cover it up. I know her better than any one I just was want her to be okay. It doesn't matter if I am anymore. I want her to be save. The screams in my head get stronger everyday. It hurts so much I can't do anything to stop it. It's gonna be the death to me. Malia comes and sees me almost every day. I love her so much I want to be better so that we can be together. I will be with her soon.
