The other night I had a dream
A ghost of the past came back to haunt me
You were by my side when I fell asleep
But when I woke the next morning
You were nowhere to be seen
Forcing me to relive those painful memories...
I remember all those tears that I cried
I remember the many sleepless nights
I couldn't face the truth so I denied
Said there was nothing wrong
But we were far from fine
I remember the unbearable pain
I remember how I kept it all locked away
On the inside
I remember the mask I used to help me hide
I remember how I carved those scars
I remember how I broke her heart
I remember being left in the dark
I remember how easily we fell apart
But maybe there's still time
Maybe you and me can make it right
I love you and I don't want to fight
I believe together we can find the light
Ride the storm
And come out on the other side
I don't know about you but I can't deny
That we have something special
You and I
I'm scared by the thought that I could happen again
And I'll lose someone else
Who to me is much more than 'just a friend'
What we have is heaven sent
But because of me we lost touch
And I've felt empty since then
You should know
That you've become the heartbeat on which I depend
And I don't want all that's good about us to end
I hope that I'll wake up someday soon
And realise that all my worst nightmares
Were just pretend.
