I want to realise my dream, but its impossible to reach
I want to write a masterpiece but I can’t find the words
I want to ease the pain, but I end up causing the hurt
I want to put out the fire, instead I make it burn
I want to win the game, but the tables always turn
I want to lead a normal life, but I have some harsh lessons to learn
I want to make the change, but everything stays the same
I want to convince you to stay, but when I open my mouth only silence escapes
I want to do everything right, but I make so many mistakes
I want to keep my perfect girl, but I’m the wrecking ball that shatters her world
I want to hold you close, but I’m scared I’ll have to let you go
I want to save our love, but my demon tells me I’m not good enough
I want to touch the stars, but the only thing I feel is a broken heart
I want to be up in the clouds, but I can never get off the ground
I want to assure myself that I can, but I never take that chance
I want to be the perfect man, but I’m struggling to understand
Why I’m firing blank